How to fix a broken heart ~ SunaXReader~

~ Chapter 11 ~

My puls came down a bit. It happened again... I was with Suna alone in a room. I looked at him and he was busy making the bed like it was before. He grabbed his keys and looked at me. "Are you okey? Or should we wait a bit more... you look a bit exhausted I gotta admit." I shook my head even tho I could've spent the entire night with him at this moment. It would be weird for the others if we were gone for too long. They will know what happened if it took us a little longer.

"Get up girl we should return. But I want to ask you something before we do..." I was a bit confused and also scared. He grabbed my hand and looked me deep in the eyes. "(Y/N)... Are you even okey with me? I ... I mean like ... we already did it twice and I do enjoy that. But I want to make sure that you don't think I just want you in my bed and thats it... I mean... not gonna lie, you are fucking hot but i want to know if you also feel that way. I am always a little scared of making the wrong impression." It was quiet. I looked deep into his green eyes and grabbed his hand a little tighter. "Suna... this is the sweetest thing a man has ever said to me. Please, do not worry about me. I am very comfortable around you. I feel very safe too! Thank you so much for being aware." I kissed his cheek. I wanted to pull back as he stopped me from doing it. "(Y/N)... it's not easy for me to say that... ", he started and went through his hair. "I have to tell you... even tho it's just been a few days basically... uhm... what I am saying is, I think I fell for you. I fell for you really hard since the first time I have seen you. Your eyes, your smile, your attractive voice and body... it was so overwhelming for me. I just couldn't resist. Forgive me for getting so greedy but I just couldn't wait to get to know you."
I stopped breathing. My heart started pounding very hard again after he spoke these words. Even if I was not sober, I felt tears rising to my eyes. I cannot believe these beautiful words came from him SUNA. As my tears started running down like a river, I fell into his arms. He was so confused why I did that. All I could say was "Thank you... just thank you for everything so far. You mean a lot to me, you know? I missed this feeling to be special for someone. I started to hate myself for not being enough for everybody around me..." I sobbed in his arms as he held me tightly to comfort me. He took his hand to raise my head by my chin again. "Hey.. Heeyy... please don't cry... you have no reason to feel hated anymore. Especially not with me now, with Tara, and your dummy brothers. I am so sure that none of us wants you to think you are useless or even not good enough. And by the way... a smile suits your face more than tears, even if they are tears of joy. And now, take a deeeep breath and calm down. (Y/N) I will treat you right when you spend the night with me tonight."
I still could not believe what this handsome person said to me. I was so happy. I took a deep breath as Suna said and whipped my tears off. I nodded and leaned in for a passionate thankful kiss. His warm lips do calm me down even more.
"Comon now, we need to go back and dance the stress off. Later, we can do whatever we want.", he said, took my hand and closed the door behind us. The music got louder again and I started looking for Tsumu, Samu and Tara. Hand in hand we arrived back to our place where we have been. I saw Samu ordering a few more drinks but I couldn't see Tsumu and Tara. I looked at Suna. He was taller and had a better view than me. He spotted the table they were sitting and pulled me after him. "Heeey! There you are guys! Are you okey?", Tara said. "Yeah, I was feeling a bit dizzy but I am down for another few drinks with you guys, now that I feel better." Suna nodded. I sat down next to Tara as she bumped her shoulder slightly against my arm. She came closer and started whispering, "What were you guys actually doing?... Your dress is sitting a bit messy, lemme fix it..." I just winked at her and she was immediately so hyped for me. Suna looked over to me and smirked. "Sooo are you guys now more familiar with each other?" Suna asked. "Yeah! Actually (Y/N), thank you for taking Tara with you, she is so nice and funny!", Tsumu said. His face was a bit red around the nose, which means he was getting tipsy. Tara wasn't different in any kind of way. "Are you tipsy or not?" I asked her. She shook her head and whispered "I am soo thankful, that you took me here. Atsumu is so hot like... I am sorry for you to hear that but he is even cuter when he is tipsy. (Y/N), I love you for this." I smiled at her even tho it was kinda weird hearing this about my brother.
In this moment, Samu returned with a few shots. "Oh there you are! Where have you been?" My eyes again connected with Suna and created a small awkward silence. "(Y/N) was feeling a little off. I took her to the back of the club." Now Suna might have said this but Osamus eyes went over to me. I was hoping him not to notice me blushing or anything else. "Alright, it's nice that you feel better then.", he smiled and sat down to us. He ordered Tequilla shots for us but Suna because he was the driver. We all took them in order to wish us all a great time together. It was really fun to hang out with everyone. I was glad to bring Tara with me. She was having a great time with my brothers especially Tsumu. After some small drinking games and gossiping about our school, we decided to get back to the dance floor. Because it was kinda full, my brothers took care of Tara, that she would not bump into a stranger and feels comfortable around them. They are always doing a great job when it comes to keeping people safe. Suna was with me and took again advantage of me being super close to him. We were dancing really close, really tight and also again under a passionate hypnotic moment. His warm arms were around my hips, supporting the moves to the music. His hands were grabbing my ass while I was also again trying to challenge myself from not hanging onto Sunas lips 24/7. He was not very supporting when it comes to that. Instead of making it easy, he starred right into my eyes. His face came closer to mine and staying forehead to forehead. He pulled me closer to match his body moves with mine. "(Y/N) you looks so pretty in this dress." I simply answered "I know... I wanted to wear this just for you Suna." He started moving his eyes down to my lips and back to my eyes. "Don't make me wanna do even more things to you. I know want me to get teased. Please be aware, that you will have to take the consequences of that." My face turned red again. That was exactly what I wanted to hear. "Clever boy, you figured out what my goal is." He stopped moving for a secound to tighten his arms. He whispered in my ear, "Don't you dare have such a big mouth here where I cannot do a lot. Behave just until we get home, you understand? Be a good girl for me until I give you other orders." My goosebumps came back after he said that. Making me look deep into his eyes and nod. This time, I bit my lip on purpose to tease him.
For this moment, I enjoyed everything. My mood, the happiness I could give Tsumu Tara and Samu, Myself to feel great again and of course myself being in the best situation I could have ended up : in Sunas eyes.
We stayed at the club until 3am. Tara was getting tired and Samu was kinda off too. Suna grabbed my hand and went over to the others. "We should leave now, I think we all need some sleep and rest." "Yeah... I feel like I could sleep on the floor.", Tara said. "Well we don't wanna do that, dont you think? I have a better place for you to sleep Tara..." Tsumu said. Kinda gross but I think this was not supposed to be heard from me. We went out of the club just a few minutes after and came across Kuroo and Bokuto. "Hey Hey Heeyy! If this isn't the dear little Miya girl." I was very happy to see both of them. It's been a very long time since I have hanged out with them and my brothers. "Bokuto!! Hii nice to see you! Hey Kuroo! What are you guys doing here?" I asked them happily. "Well your brother Osamu called us to pick him up. He wanted to chill with us for today." I looked at Samu doing his handshake with Kuroo and Bokuto. I knew why he did that. "Yo, Tsumu wanna join with your girl?" AH WHAT DID HE JUST SAY? Tara blushed to the maximum of her capability. "Uh... No thanks Bokuto. This is Tara by the way. She is in the same class as (y/n). But I am gonna pass today. We both are tired. Suna is gonna drive us back home." "Alright, nice to meet you Tara, I am Bokuto and this is Kuroo. With these words I wish you a good night." He smiled and went to Kuroo and Osamu already waiting. Suna giving them aswell a friendly fist to say Hi and Goodbye at the same time. "Alright Samu, get home safe! Comon guys let's drive home, shall we?", Suna said and grabbed his car keys.