How to fix a broken heart ~ SunaXReader~

~ Chapter 17 ~

It was a nice evening with all the Volleyball boys and Tara by my side. Even tho it took us very long to make the Lasagna, the evening passed by pretty fast. As we were sitting at the table, Bokuto started talking about the future events and games the boys have to train for. It suddenly came to my mind that I wasn't really getting better and if I should concentrate more on practicing my skills.
Tara later helped me putting the plates back and cleaning the table. "Hey (Y/N) are you okey? You look like you have something on your mind." Tara said. I shook my head. "No no it's nothing. But thanks for asking. I just thought about the future events for the boys. I mean yes, I am part of the team but because I am the only girl there, I cannot really take part at any play... It's kinda sad but it's the rules with gender I guess. Well... I am lowkey scared to not get better. I wanna be there for mostly supporting my boys and also training with them so that they can practice with me I guess." Tara layed her hand on my shoulder. Her face was telling me not to worry at all. "(Y/N) you shouldn't worry. I think everyone needs theitr time to get better. Your brothers and also Suna started somehow. I think your thoughts are all about the others, but what is about you?" I looked at her confused. What about me? "Well you always have other people on your mind in the first place. But I think you should also know what you want the most." I never thought about that one. She is right, I do put others first. I always did. Never actually felt as the main character in my own life. I think it is time to also change this point of view in my life. Tara was right and for her honest words and thoughts, I gave her a long emotional hug. "Thank you..." I whispered in her ear.

Later that night everyone was grabbing their bags to finally go home. I hugged Kuroo and Bokuto goodbye and looked at Tara. She smiled at me and waved me as she stepped outside. "See you tomorrow in school!" I smiled. Suna also was ready to go home, even tho I wanted to keep him on my side now 24/7. He came closer and leaned in for a soft but long kiss on my lips. Releasing mine from his, I realized two shocked faces behind him. Oh right... I didn't mention that I was with Suna now... Oops. The captains from both, Nekoma and Fukurodani couldn't believe their eyes. " Uhm well... (Y/N) I think you might have skipped a chapter there... Would you be so kind and explain?" Kuroo asked me. I swear on god that these two including my big brothers were like an entire family for me and they replace my parents. They worry as much and care as much about me. Also curiosity will always be at first place. "Well... Uhm Suna and me... we are officially dating. We kind of found each other the first day we met... even tho it's only been a few days." I giggled and nervously scratched the back of my head. I felt myself blushing again and looked up at Suna. He just smiled at me. "Yes, it's true. We are dating. And to be honest, I asked her yesterday to be my girlfriend and she replied with "yes"." He added. I wasn't even sure at this point, if Suna already told my brothers the news. So I turned around and looked into another two kind shocked faces.

Samu started laughing awkwardly and scratching the back of his head. "Weeeeellll... who did expect that? ... Uhm I mean it was pretty clear for the two off us... right Tsumu?" He nodded. My eyes went over to Kuroo and Bokuto. "Awwwwwwe the little girl is getting bigger now !! Sooooo happy... Lemme squeeze your face one last time then!" Kuroo said and pressed his hands onto my face. Ugh comon Kuroo ur not my mother! I laughed it off awkwardly and looked at Bokuto. He was just smiling and I guess enjoing the moment. He went towards me and hugged me. "I am glad that you can love and trust again. I am sure it must have been hard for you. I am proud of you (Y/N)..." He whispered in my ear. Bokuto was one of the few people I opened up to and I don't regret it. He is a great listener.
Happy with the fact that everyone is okey with me and Suna dating, I closed the door. As I turned around I smiled into my brothers faces. "Well I am really glad you guys reacted like this. Thank you for always supporting me, no matter what." I said and hugged both of them. Samu hugged back tightly but I couldn't really make sure that Tsumu did. Not thinking anything would be wrong, I wished them a good night and went upstairs.

SAMU POV

There she goes... Upstairs to sleep happily after telling us what she and Suna are feeling for each other. I was so glad she finally stepped out of her comfort-shell. "We did a great job Tsumu." I said to him. No response... I turned around and saw an upset face making twin brother. His face speaking that he was not really having the same opinion. He stood up and grabbed his stuff. Yawning he went pass me and groaned "Yeah whatever..." I was confused. Wasn't this what we wanted for her? I grabbed him by his shoulder. "Hey uh... what's wrong? Aren't you happy?" He turned around, shocking me with his expression. That gave me the chills. "Meh.. well she is happy yeah all good and shit... But this wasn't my goal actually." He said. "What do you mean? Your goal to do what? I mean look at her, finally gettimg up by herself and being in a good mood." Tsumu rolled his eyes. Making me slightly mad. "Yeah Yeah.. happy here happy there... give me a break. I know it's better than nothing but like she is only like that because him. Not because we ripped her out of her shell and putting her body in good condition with sport." He continued with a quite annoyed expression. Silence. I wasn't quite following."Instead she decided to put her body underneath Sunas..." he madly commented and ripped himself away from me. What the fuck is wrong with him?! That was a pretty unusual thing to say for Tsumu. I was mad. I needed answers. "Tsumu what the hell is your problem? Why would you say that? Of course she is thankful for us to support her, haven't you been listening to her? She also loves Volleyball now! She is always showing up to train with us. And the way she is trying to get herself into our convos about it is also proving that..." "YES I GET IT, SHE LOVES IT. ... Ugh Samu... you are blind. Have you thought about, why she is showing up? And WHY she would try to speak with US about it?" I swallowed. Shivers went down my spine. I never have seen him like this before. He also shouted. What is his point? I shook my head. "It's because of Suna! She will do everything to be with him in the first place!" If he keeps screaming like this, she will hear him... I cannot let her hear this. "Tsumu... do you have a problem with her and him?" He sighed. "Nooo of course not... why would I have a problem with this???" He sarcasmly answered. "I mean... She will not show up because Volleyball... She won't care about it... She will not even concentrate or be ambitious about getting better and learning... ALL BECAUSE OF HIM!" That's where realisation hit me right in the face. Of course... He was always very passionate for her to get into Volleyball seriously and getting her in a good shape. All I knew was, that he is not okey with them because (Y/N) just wants to be with Suna. Fuck man... if this is not getting out of his head, things could get bad for him, me, Suna and especially (Y/N)... I need to do something. I peaked towards the stairs to check if she was listening. Gladly she wasn't. I couldn't do something for now. If he is angry, it's better to leave him to himself. I will check if there is something to do or even to change for them or him. I just want peace. It's also very unfair for my little sis to handle this if she would find out. I meen she would just try to be with him to be happy now that she has a new boyfriend. But she also has to make a good impression in class and the team.  A lot to do at first if you ask me. Shit... I need to check if she heared anythingin her room. I waited till Tsumu went into his room. Slowly and without making any noice, I went towards her door. I pressed my ear against her room. I heared the shower running. Thank God, she was showering. The water was covering the yelling of my dumb brother. I sighed and also went tno my room. Closing the door behind me, I let my body drop on my bed. For the love of God... Why can't we have a normal situation without problems... I need to tell her how Tsumu feels before his emotions explode in public. And from this evening on, things went weirder... And I also dare to say : worse.