Fainting ~ a Harry Styles fanfiction [ON HOLD]

Chapter 14 ~ Movie Time

After we finish our hugging session in the middle of the stadium, the boys ask us to come backstage with them. "You don't have to ask us twice!" Olivia said with a big smile. We walk across the standing section to the end of the catwalk of the stage. We climb on top of it and I turn around once again, to feel that feeling one more time. I close my eyes again and just enjoy this moment.

I try not to think about anything negative, or anything at all. I still hear the boys and Liv talking to each other but after a little while I zone out. I block all the sounds, and think back to an hour ago when the boys were singing their songs and doing their things.

I think of all the flickering lights, the animations on the big screens on both sides of the stage and even of the fireworks that went off during some songs. When I open my eyes again and turn around, I expect to see Liv, Zayn, Liam, Niall, Louis and Harry there, but instead of seeing all six of them I only see one: Harry.

"I-I'm sorry, I was just... I don't know what I was doing. The guys and went backstage to show Olivia all the stuff and introduce her to all the people. I didn't feel like coming with them so I thought I'd wait for you so you wouldn't get lost back there." He stumbles. I laugh a little and turn around again. To enjoy this view for the last time, I swear.

"It's awesome isn't it?" he says and I just nod. "Yeah, it is." I say.

He steps closer and I feel him standing right behind me. I turn around once again and look up to look Harry in his beautiful green eyes.

"So... Did you like the show tonight?" he asks shyly. "Yes! I absolutely loved every part of it!" I smile. "Good" is all he says. He takes a step closer for as far as that's possible and puts his arms around me. 

I'm surprised by the gesture but return the hug. It feels really good, to have these strong arms around me. 

"Hey guys, are you coming? We've got some nice movies in the bus, wanna join?". We look at the person at the other side of the stage and see Liam standing there. Harry immediately loosens his arms and turns around. "Uh, yeah, of course." is all he says and he starts walking to Liam. 

I follow him, having no idea where to go. After a lot of hallways and bumping into each other because I don't know the direction, we reach the garage in which the tour bus is parked. We get in and the bus starts driving.

"Where are we going?" I ask. "Somewhere without all the fans. Don't get us wrong, we love all of our fans, but if you want to watch a movie, we can't stay here." Louis says. "You'll get it when we get out of this garage." Niall adds.

The big doors of the garage open and the bus starts driving. At first, my eyes have to get used to all the lights because it's pretty dark in the garage. As soon as I can see again, I see herds of fans standing outside. They're all screaming and waving their hands. 

This could have been me at the first show if I wouldn't have fainted. Liv and I both wanted to search for the boy so that we could get a glimpse of them being all sweaty after the show. We found out where this exact garage-door was on the internet and the fastest way to get here, so we could try to meet one of the boys. 

But look at us now, we're sitting IN that tour bus. I don't know how to feel about all of this. I feel kind of sorry for all those fans outside, because I know exactly how they're feeling right now. Disappointed that none of the boys will be out there to give them a hug, sign their shirts or take a picture. But on the other side I feel very lucky. Because I got the hug from all of them, I have Harry Styles' phone-number and I probably will take a picture with them all. 

Note to self: don't forget to take a picture with he boys. 

After we get away from all the screaming fans, the bus starts driving faster. The boys are talking about some of the things that happened during the show with Olivia and I am just staring at the sky. 

There are no clouds, so I can see the stars and the moon. I always get kind of inspired by the moon, especially when it's full. I have no idea why, but I really love it. I like to write, mostly simple quotes and short stories. I have one dream: to once write my own book. 

Times haven't always been easy, and whenever something bad or good happened, I wrote it down. It helps me to deal with everything. I can let it all out, without anyone knowing it all really happened to me, in the book, it only happens to the characters, not the author. Sometimes, I wrote in a diary, and other times, I would write on my laptop, or both. 

"Shall we watch a movie?" Louis asks happy. I nod and we all settle in front of the huge ass TV, Niall gets something to drink and to eat, and then he joins us. 

"What movie do you girls want to watch?" Liam asks. "I don't really care which movie, as long as it isn't a horror movie." I reply. 

"FINALLY!!!! Finally somebody who hates horror movies, they always make me watch them even though I hate them." Niall says. We all laugh and decide to watch "21 Jump Street". I have watched this movie a lot of times but it's still  my favorite. 

We all relax and after a while, I finally have the guts to rest my head on Harry shoulder, receiving a smirk from Olivia. 

This is the best day of my life, even though it will probably last for one night, I'll cherish this for the rest of my life.