love or lust?

Chapter six

Brial: so today is the day me and moistes was going to head back to school. When I woke up he was already up and ready To go. I took my shower and brushed my teeth and everything and put on a sky blue shirt and tan pants with grey Jordan's. We walked to the car but he wouldn't say a word. His focus was on something else and I can tell. He didn't look at me the ride there or even indulge in conversation. I knew better than to ask him what was wrong cause after last night when he wouldn't sleep and walked out and didn't come back ,he was in another whole space I couldn't reach him. We got there and I told him bye and all he did was wave thee fingers in the air and I got out and he drove away. I hesitated to go after him but I just turned around and proceeded to my class. I took the elevator up all the halls to get to the top floor which is 26. My class was 8 doors down on the left. I walked in and people were laughing and playing and being silly. I walked in like I usually walk in any place. My face in my phone like I had something important on there so I wouldn't have to look at no ones face and I fount a seat in the middle of the desks. The teacher came in and he said good morning to us and handed us a paper with a whole bunch of Dillon in questions or deep thought questions on ourselves which I love doing that because I always have a lot to say. Where I was sitting it was a lot of noise so I was about to get up and move to another seat in the back when I felt a hand grab me. It was Brandon. He looked at me and said with a firm but gentle tone "sit down, please don't leave me ".
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Moistes: I can't believe what I had just done. I had sex with a boy. It felt so right but it was so wrong. Why did I do it. More importantly how can I take every and anything I did with him back without hurting him or getting myself hurt?i dropped him off and kept going. He sAid bye but all I did was wave three fingers and drove off. I had to find a girl and get my man hood back . I know one thing I shall make a vow to myself right now to never do that again. But first let me at least tell him that we are done and how sorry I am for leading him on.
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Brandon: I was in class early so I can gone and get my seat ready and have people sitting were I want them. I seen who was all in this class and I wanted to make sure Brial say by me. After 10 minutes he came in and everybody was starring at him. Even the straight boys. I knew he was the right for me and I wanted to kill them for even thinking about looking at him. He had his face buried in his phone and didn't even see where he was sitting and he didn't bring his face up at all. He sat by me and I instantly got filled with joy. The teacher passed out some paper but I was 2 busy focused on him. He was finna get up and move to the back when I asked him to please stay. He stayed and we just looked at each other for 5 minutes or so. He was so beautiful and skinny. I loved it. I could see that he had something else on his mind. I bet you its that bitch ass niggah moistes. He doesn't even deserve him. Let alone be on the same earth as him. He only hurts everyone who comes in his way or in contact with him. That's how he is. I will not let him do this to my future. I asked him if we could leave. He said he didn't want to because he had to get the full of each class and the people. I had to remind him that the class would be easy for him becuase he learns fast and that the people would love him because he is a beautiful person with a great personality. He smiled and I picked him up out of the chair and I full alleged on kissed him. In front of everybody. I wanted them to know he's mine and I want him to feel my emotions about him. He kissed me back twice as passionate and with that we walked out. I wanted to go sit on the roof with him and get to know him