I decided to sit in the back with Collin, he was having a conversation with my dad when I felt his hand slightly touch my own. His eyes were still straight ahead but he knew what he was doing. His hand finally moved is way on top of mine, but then my dad had asked me "oh buddy how is Crim's dad? I was going to go see him but his mom said no visitors...have you spoken to Crimson?" then Collins hand moved away and in his lap. "uh yeah earlier but just for about a minute." he just mad a hmm sound and we quietly made our way home.
When we arrived at home my dad said he would go to the store for a few hours and he will be right back. After he left I showed Collin to our guest room, he sat down on the room chair and went on his phone not even looking up at me. "is uh... Everything okay?" I asked sitting on the bed. "Not really...no" "What's wrong?" I asked a little taken back. "You know why? Butler!? I love you okay!? I am madly in love with and you go and find a new little boy toy you can screw over, and cheat on!" I saw tears well up in his eyes. I felt tears too "I'm sorry Collin...I told you that... And I thought you forgave me... " he rolled his eyes and came over and sat next to me, "you know it's funny... I don't even remember why I fell in love with you." It killed me to see him cry... But the next thing I did was not I'm my intention. I kissed him... And one thing led to the next... I cheated on Crimson.
Why Butler why!? You should have known this was coming ;) Shhhhhhh it's okay
