The teen diary

The questions (teen diary)

Dear diary,

Why is there so many what ifs in my mind. I just want my dad to be happy. I. Want to be happy. If I get want I want then my dad isn't completely happy and if he is happy I'm not completely happy.
Okay see me and my dad want different things. I want to stay here because I really love this school. My dad on the other hand wants to go back to Missouri. I mean I really like missouri but I just got use to all the people here I can't leave them now. I just really love them so much.
My friends are so nice to me here unlike some other people were to me at my old school. Life is just different here people treat me like I matter and it's really nice. It's like I am a person. Other people use to treat me like I was nothing and they acted like I wasn't even there. Here it's so much different I love it here and I want to stay.

I feel really bad saying that but it's true I like it here and I hope my dad will come to like it here to.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if everyone in the world was happy. Would it be amazing or terrible. Why can't people just be happy with what they get. I mean some people get more than others but that don't mean anything we are all the same. We all have feelings and when someone does something bad to you it hurts. It's not what you want but you have to be strong and pull through things. Everything will get better I promise. I tell my self that everyday but I just don't know if I can believe it anymore. It doesn't seem like it's going to get better. Nothing does. My life..... Yeah it just seems like it's all going down hill and it doesn't feel good, at all. I just have to keep pushing through all of this I guess and try to make it in this world.

I just don't get it why do kids act like they are better than others. Everyone is the same. We all have eyes nose mouths ears. We may have a special thing we do in our life or may have better things than others but that don't mean we are that different, we deserve to be treated with respect and I don't get why some kids act like they only deserve it and they cyan only get it and can't give it. It's just so stupid. It's not all about the money at all. Why can't everyone in this world just except each other.

I have also been wondering about this world. What is it going to come to. Everyone now days are on their electronics they hardly even talk anymore. Their faces are mostly stuck in their phones. People rather text than call. It's so stupid I mean don't get me wrong I like to text and be on my phone but not all the time.

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