The teen diary

Done (teen diary)

Sometimes you don't know what to say. Sometimes you just want to break down and sometimes you want to cry. Stop hiding it and let it out. Just cause some People don't see it don't mean that I can't. I can see it when your hurting. Trust me. Everyone out there acts like things don't matter and they act like there is nothing wrong with them. Okay that's them let them hold it and see what toll it brings on their life. But the you...... Yeah you. I know your strong I know you can handle everything. Just talk to someone about and I bet you most people will listen. Me on the other I let some out and the rest couldn't seem to follow. I don't know what else to do. I talk and it stays there. I'm done with pretending like nothing is wrong. I don't know what to do. People make fun of me because I am weird. It hurts and they don't seem to notice. They are like demons that won't leave. I hope your not like me because you can be strong. Every therapists I see tell me I'm strong but, once the treatment is over all I can do is cry. You know when you fake a smile like I do you start to believe yourself but deep down inside your hurting wondering why do I feel like this why can't I just let it all out? When you hide it as much as I do you start to feel the hurt. When you hide as much as I hide they secrets start to show. My world is almost over and it's time to take off the mask and everything that I am hiding let people know how I really feel. I want to tell them that they really do hurt me. I'm tired of letting these taking me in.