Leave Me Like You Did Before. A Sammy x Bendy Fan-fic

Chapter four: Messed up

Pre-game Sammy's pov (you'll find out why just read)
I worked on this new song a kid had requested yesterday. "The lighter side of hell...sounds like it'd be a good song.." I mumbled. One of the little toons walked in the others followed. "Whatcha writing Sam?" Bendy asked. "A song requested by some kid..why?" I asked. Alice walked up with a stool for Bendy, and two chairs for her and Boris. "What's it called?" Alice said, I watched as Boris nodded with agreement. He tilted his head signing confusion. "The lighter side of hell." I said. "How have the shows been going?" I asked. "They've been going pretty bad for Alice and Boris.." Bendy looked down. "Oh god..Joey snap again?" I asked. "Y-yes.." Alice said. "So why did you come here..what about Henry..?" I asked. "Henry quit today, he left the studio because Joey was overworking him. Everybody said that he overworked you too, and they're surprised you didn't quit." Alice looked down, Boris followed suit. 'Look we made them sad..~ Failure make them smile!' Stupid voice. "I wasn't thinking about quitting, I'll be here whenever you need me.." I said. 'Till I die.' I thought. They all looked up with smiles on their faces. I made sure their hair was out of their faces. 'You lied to them..you do want to quit. You're gonna mess yourself up for them!?' Stupid god damn voice. "Hey Sammy can I ask you something..?" Bendy asked. The other toons left without thought. "Sure..? Depends on what it is.." I answered. "How come I saw my actor kiss you?" He asked. I looked up and my pen stopped scratching the paper. "You might wanna ask him that and not me... I'm messed up.." I said. He grabbed my shoulder and made me jump from suprise. "Do you love him or no..?" Bendy asked. "I mean I'm his fiance if that helps you any.." I whispered. "Ha I knew it I won the bet!" Bendy said cheerfully. "You act like a kid you know that." I said. He lightly went to go get the other toons who came back asking question after question. "Alice we should get my actor!" Bendy exclaimed through high levels of excitement and being victorious with the bet I guess. "Yeah..!" She exclaimed through a nervous persona. After they got him in here I buried my face in my desk arms crossed just on my desk, like a school kid. "Awe..you don't have to do that everytime..I promise to come by more often!" Nice thank you little cartoons. "Yeah...more often.." I sighed. "KISS!" Bendy squeaked, through impatient excitement. "Yeah babe kiss.." He said. I lifted my head up. "You get that at home.." I said. "Awe...! Don't ruin it for the toons doll!" He exclaimed. Was his voice always that sexy or... is it just in my head. 'Kiss that mother fucker before I control you into doing so!' Liam wasn't that his name. 'NO!' I responded. 'Your the one I'm controlling blame me after this~' Liam said. I grabbed his tie and pulled him in. "You took that quick..!" He said. I kissed him gently, he passionately kissed back. I broke the kiss and went back to writing the song. The toons squealed except Brois he pumped his fists in the air. "Sammy Lawrence..Joey needs you." The toons followed. "Oh Sammy... The toons have taken a liking to you..! I know I overwork you so, you take the toons to your house.. and I'll close for a couple days." I nodded at his offer and the toons went nuts. "Thank you Sammy!" Joey exclaimed. "We get to go to your house and ship you and your fiance!" Alice exclaimed. Joey looked up. "What fiance?" Joey asked. "Uhm... B-bendy's actor.." I said, flustered off my god damn mind that now my boss knew, he looked so god damn creepy with that smirk. "Ha.. I won the bet." What. The. Fuck. 'Does EVERYONE have a bet that you and Jeremy are dating?' Liam asked sarcastically. 'I'm starting to think so...' "let's just get home." I told Jeremy. "Why are the toons in our car?" He asked through jealousy. "Why? Are you jealous?" I asked. "No..!" He huffed. When we eventually got home, Jeremy grabbed my hand. "Jeremy it's raining.. get inside." I said. "Get inside said the man as his love stood in the rain waiting for a god damn kiss." He said. "Fine, when you get inside you can have one until then you don't get one.." I said I walked inside. Jeremy practically tackled me into a wall. "Kiss, me, Sammy." He said, jokingly. I grabbed his tie again kissing him softly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist. I broke the kiss gently putting my arms back down. "Right.. what do you want to do with the toons?" I asked. "We can put them in my sister's old room.. the guest room, and your brothers old room." Jeremy said. "TOONS COME HERE!" I called. They ran down the stairs. "What's up?" Bendy said. "Who wants his sisters old room. Alice raised her hand. "Take her there." I looked up at Jermey. "That'll cost you." He said. "Cost me what? All I have right now are clothes, a backpack, and the house keys." I said. "I meant give another kiss.." He said. "No.. not until the toons know where their rooms are.." I said. "No no-" I kissed him to shut him up, I already knew what he was gonna say. "There.. take her to her room.." I said he did. "Right, who wants my brothers room?" I said. Bendy jumped up and down waving his raised hand. "Okay okay.. Boris you good with the guest room buddy?" I asked. He nodded eagerly. I took them to their rooms. "Your brothers room looks collage-y and hospital-y." Bendy said. "Yeah, he's a bio-chemist! I wanted to be bio-technician but I promised you guys I wouldn't leave so.." I said. "Wait Sammy.. I feel like I've heard you say that before bio-technician.. was that your dream job? Life tech?" I nodded. "Yeah life tech! Making machines to help life around us.. they kicked me from the collage course for over working myself." I said. "Call your siblings and meet me downstairs.. and see what Jeremy's up to."

Present day Sammy's pov
I had that incredible flashback from when I was alive, still pains me to say I'd rather be a bio-technician at Life Tech, then be a song writer at Joey Drew's. Even though my lord wouldn't be happy with me saying that.. "I wonder what M'lord would think if I said that to him.. he might just laugh and say he'd wish that too.." I mumbled. "What do you think I'd say that to?" He asked putting his clawed hands on my shoulders. All I could think was.. 'I  R E A L L Y  M E S S E D  U P...'