•it was only a kiss•

-crushing-

I had a crush on George.

A big one? Yeah. It's just something about him. He's like a strange addiction. I'm not complaining though.

"Dream?"

Wha- shit.

It was Sapnap. I've known Sapnap since I was a little kid. Now we're on our last year of school. I trust him with pretty much everything.

"What are you thinking about then?"

"What nothing?"

"Dream don't give me that. You're literally blushing"

He's right. It's just something about George that makes me blush.

"It's George"

"George Davidson?"

He got it. That's the one. George Davidson is who I've had a crush on for as long as I can remember.

"Yeah.." I replied stumbling.

I trusted Sapnap to not make fun of me. He knows I'm bi.

"Wait really" said Sapnap more surprised than I hoped.

"Well yeah. It's just something about him."

I was lying. It's not something about him. It's everything about him. Every little detail is just so perfect. God really does have favourites.

"Is he even you know.. gay?"

That's the problem with liking people who you don't know so much about. I mean.. I wish I knew everything about him, sadly I don't.

"I don't know if he's gay Sapnap. But I really hope he is"

I don't know if that sounded cringe.. but it's true. I really want to date him.

*

It was almost the end of class and god I'm glad. I had a very important question for George and I felt like I was going to explode.

There he was. It was George.

His long, chocolate brown hair bounced as he walked along the corridor. God, he's so pretty.

I quickly caught up to him.

Trying not to leave him In shock, I tapped him.

He seemed confused.. but also kind of happy to see me.

"Oh hey Clay.

Sometimes I forget that my real names Clay. Ive gotten so used to Sapnap and the band calling me Dream. It was kinda weird hearing "Clay".

"Clay?"

"Oh hey George!"

"Hey?"

I didn't like how confused George was. Maybe He doesn't like me?

"Can I ask you a question" I said trying to be confident with my words.

"Yes of course"

This was my chance to ask George. Not on a date. But to watch me perform.

"Im performing tonight. I sing. I was wondering if you would like to come?"

George thought for a very long time. I couldn't help but stare. He's so attractive. I could feel myself going red though. Maybe I should stop.

I don't like the feeling of making George uncomfortable. It doesn't sit right with me. I lay off a bit and let him think.

He only took about a minute but it felt like an eternity.

"Yes I would love to"

Oh my god. Did I hear that correctly? George fucking Davidson wanted to watch me perform. Holy shit.. this is awesome!

[welp this is the end of chapter 1. I know it's short but it'll get better! Also tysm for 13.k on tiktok. I love you all!!<3]