-Unbroken-

∆Chapter=5

Mary POV.

If I was to go.
If I was just to leave.
My pain would go to.
It would no longer be with me.
I would disappear into the sky.
I would finally say goodbye.
But then I thought of you.
The reason I live.
You don't take like others you give.
You always give.
Oh how you see me.
When I start to fade.
And how you fix me.
When I break.
I wanted to say thank you.
Thank you for everything.
I wanted you to know that you bring
The life back in me.

Later on that day.........

Mary POV.

I was suppose to share my inter thoughts they told me. But how am I suppose to do that when all I can think about was he's green eyes or his--- I was brought back to reality by someone calling my name "Mary?" "What" I blurted out. I hear august laughing besides me "its your turn to share your feelings". Elizabeth asked with a perky voice. I thought to my self "great what do I say" " um I am sorry what do I say?" "Oh just say what on your mind or any of your feelings you have". She says with a smile. " oh um ok I guess I just feel stuck in life". "Or maybe i am lost in my own head and i cant find my way back".I say with heavy feeling inside. And I look around the room and see some of the people shaking there heads with acceptance of my deep thoughts. " that is so fucking true cause I feel like that alot". August says with a meanful vice with a cute smirk. I hear Elizabeth saying to August. "What did I say bad words august?!".
She says with mom like voice. "Oh my bad I did not know I was 7 years old again". He said with a cocky smile. "Do you want to go back in your room?". I hear a soft "no sir" he says with a big smile. "That's what I thought" "ughh always getting in trouble" "hey not always" he says with a grin. "OK whatever". She says with soft smile." Ok august its your turn". "Well I feel like how Mary feels sad and lost but I am also crazy so I guess that is a normal feeling". "August your special and unque. Your no were to crazy love". Elizabeth says with a kind smile. I go in daze while the rest of the group talks about what some of them have a interesting way of looking at things. And some of them sound like me lost,numb. Numb to feelings and if we have some feeling its only sadness or shame,gilt.
But some of the people in here don't deserve to be in a place like this. But I wonder to myself and think if some or these people don't deserve to being here or to be labeled crazy. But why are they in here what such thing they did to deserve this shithole of a ,place.

I only get one phone call per week to my mom which pisses me off till no end. Its so cold and dirty and loud with the minds of the insane and the food here is worst then dogfood the same slop everyday like what the hell is in this food? god in don't even know. And I have not time a shower in days. In ward -S- we can't have pins or pencils. No jewelry no belts. We have to wear sandals. They have cameras every were in my room and they have to be in the bathroom with you if you want a shower or if you need to use the rest room. no privacy ever in this place or in my ward anyway only because they don't want any of their patients to kill them selfs.
Its just in here all the freedom you once had is gone for god knows when. Every choice is made by nurses or guards. But the one thing I had some feelingsof joy that I was going to see harry today at [4:30pm] I look at the clock and sad to see it was only [10:15am] so continue to find myself lost in my thoughts but a familier perky voice pulls me out of my daze comeing from across the small room"OK guys good job. Now we will be doing art!"
August leans close and says with a big smile "Art is my favorite thing to do here!" "Ah I see that". I say with a small smile. So she continues to talk about ways we can do our art we can paint on paper or we could paint on our bodys. Now I see why august loves art. I see August run to the paint and the paint brush's but he has no paper and he has a wide smile on hes face as he continues to walk my way and he says "want to paint with me" I was just going to watch but since he looked so happy I say "sure I would love to" I say with a soft smile. "YAY!"

August POV.

Finely some one wants to paint with me I think to myself, Mary she was so pretty with the way she looked with her beautiful soft pink lips and her big blue eyes and her beautiful short brown hair looked so soft. My heart pounded on my chest just thinking of her beauty, but I know I could never let these feelings out then every would be weird if she does not have the same feelings as me. And she would not have feelings for a crazy 19 year old, yeah I know I strewed up in life and yeah I know my life is pretty much over before she came to this place my life was dark,sad,lost and now that she's here I feel joy,happiness, I just feel alive again. Just something about this girl I can't put my finger on it. So I shake my head with all my thoughts and I hand her a paint brush she smiles and says "thank you". "Ah anytime love". So I start to paint only arm drawing lines with other colors and the brush gos back and forth on my skin and I look to my side and see Mary painting on her hand and she hums to a tune."oh you missed a spot" and I put a small blue dot on her soft face and I watch to she want she will do and she smiles wide and says "awe you got me ugh its on" she say with evil smile and before I know it I feel a cold line on my face and she says "now we are even" and I say "oh no you dont'' and she walks fast to the counter to wash off the blue dot on her face and i tip toe behind her and I jump to hear "don't you dare august" Mary turns around and laughs and I turn to see Elizabeth was the one to blow my cover I say "awe you got me". We all laugh. So I started to get the paint on my face and I hear aloud bell was ringing and I hear Elizabeth says "ok guys great job now you can go eat". I rolled my eyes because i knew I was not going to eat that nasty shit so I look at Mary she starts to walk back to her room I guess she hates the food too.

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