i hate how my body
betray me everytime
they can sense your presence.
your name still brings
nicotine into my body
that is why i choose
to ignore that green sign
in the side of your icon
because i'm uncontrollable,
i might click that name of yours
and ask “hello, how are you?”;
pardon me, you're still my addiction.
your memories still linger
in the depths of my heart
like pebble settling in the bottom,
(don't think about my mind,
she already forgot you),
some are trying to reach me
but i can only feel you in my cold skin,
even the sun can't give me warmth,
all i've been dreaming is you.
my whole body's betraying me
when you're close that is why
i choose to take another way
whenever i see you from afar
even if this is a one-way street,
i'm scared that
i might go run to you
and hug you
and tell you how hard it is
to live a house that isn't a home.
YOU ARE READING
LOVER
PoetryHi. This is a complication of poetries; proses and poems, solely for my lover. I'm madly in love with someone and here, I'll express how mad I am yet while constructing this, we ended up ending each other's strings. I am going to separate this in th...
