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-.-continuation of last chapter-.-

Harry's POV

"Hello!!!" the crowd goes wild when I start speaking to them. "thank you all for coming!now before I start my song.. there will be a surprise at one of our upcoming concert so be ready! im sure all of you are going to love it!." I tease them about my plan a bit but I don't tell them that it's my plan. "So now, let's get into it. I'm Harry Styles and this is my song Golden!!!" the crowd cheers and I wait for them to settle down before starting. 

Golden, golden, golden 

as I open my eyes

hold it, focus, hoping 

take me back into the light

I look over at Louis and see he's staring at me. I give him a wink and the fans seem to notice this because they start going crazy and start taking pictures. I continue singing the song

I know you were way too bright for me

I'm hopeless, broken

so you wait for me in the sky

browns my skin just right

you're so golden

you're so golden

I'm out of my head

and I know that you're scared because heart's get broken

I look over at Louis for a split second and now he looks sad. I know he wants to be open but he can't because of fucking management. 

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna be alone

when it ends 

don't wanna let you know

I don't want to be alone

but I, I can feel it take a hold

I can feel you take control

at this line, I go over to where Louis is sitting and decide to sit on his lap. the crowd goes crazy and I know some off them have been recording the whole time. 

of who I am and all I've ever know

loving you's the antidote.

Golden

you're so golden

I don't wanna be alone

you're so golden

you're so golden

im out of my head

and I know that you're scared

because hearts get broken

then there's a pause for the 28 Goldens in the song. I did that on purpose and fans seemed to catch on which is a good thing. I don't know if any of the boys were keeping track of the Goldens,  probably not, but before the 28th golden, I look over at Louis and he is just staring at me. the 28th golden comes and I get ready to sing again. this next line was/is directed to Louis. 

I know that you're scared 

because im so open

you're so golden

I don't wanna be alone

you're so golden

you're so golden

you're so golden

im out of my head

and I know that you're scared 

because heart's get broken

The song ends and im out of breath. the crowd cheers while I go backstage to change into my outfit I was wearing originally while Liam performs his song. I come back out onstage and Liam hasn't even started. 

I join Louis on the stairs and he turns to me. "What's wrong Lou?" I ask. 

"Nothing... I loved that" he blushes 

"Thanks Lou.. you looked sad. what's going on?" I ask worrying

"It's... I- where do I fucking start? I fucking hate management and Simon and all the shit they've put me or us through. I just want to be open. I don't care about my career. I just want to be with the person I love and that person is you. but I cant seem to be free because I cant stand up for myself. I honestly thought I could be free when me and Syco parted ways but no. im too scared now. every time I think of coming out, I always heard their voices in my head and they take over. I just want to be with you and out and free." His eyes were getting teary and I reached up and wiped them away. 

"Lou... I know they destroyed our lives. trust me, im fucking pissed at them also. but you shouldn't care about what they have to say. love is love. I know they're homophobic and shit but I have that plan remember? we're going to expose them during our next concert. and then, when we go to the Grammys, I will let everyone know what's going on. because then, once Syco and Simon and Modest! get destroyed by our fans and some of the other celebrities, it'll be too late for them to destroy us. they wouldn't be able to do anything if I outed us or said anything about gay love. so it's all going to be ok. I'm already out there with my sexuality but I haven't put a label on it but im out there. I love you so much lou. we're going to figure this out together and everything will be fine. I promise. ok?" by the time im done with my long speech, Liam is finished with his song and it's Louis turn. 

"ok. I have to go get ready" he tells me with a small smile

"ok baby. you're gonna do great. I love you" I whisper in his ear

"I love you too"

and with that, he heads backstage to change. 

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