Falling into the mafia (bts)

Pt.29

Y/n POV:

Jin and I walk in the house and every person I see bows greeting me welcoming me home. "Where is everyone?" I ask they are all picking up dinner but will be home soon do you want to go take a shower?" Jin asks I nod my head "yes" I say to him "do not take the stairs use the elevator okay?" He says pointing his finger at me being serious I nod my head. I make it to my room and take a deep breath smelling the nice smells. I get into the shower and wash my body and hair.

I get out dropping my towel observing my body in the mirror I've been avoiding this...looking at myself. I didn't know how bad I looked until now. Tears started falling down my cheeks I quickly wipe them brushing out my wet hair and then deciding what to where My wounds are still super sensitive so I go to taes drawers and pull out his grey sweat pants and one of his hoodies I throw it on and go down stairs.

I walk into the dining room and everyone is there I give a big smile at seeing them I missed them so much I walked over to V and gave him a hug from behind wrapping around his waist. He didn't know I was behind him until he looked behind him and sall me hugging him. He smiled so big and gently returned the hug. All of the guys have been very respectful with my space asking to touch me before they do or if they need to do something close up to me they explain it before they do it. I feel bad but I can't help but flinch when someone moves fast next to me. After what happened with Big Bang I don't know how I'm going to deal with these kind of things so many things remind me of what they did to me. We all take a seat at the table "so are you guys like back on or what?" Hobi says my I look a V and he looks at me then Hobi "well duh of course we are" he says giving a boxy smile I smile back at him relieved "okay now time for food!! We got your favorite dish stir fry and kimichi!!" Hobi said loud and happy "it was my idea" Suga said flatly "thank you everyone" we were all eating and talking having small talk laughing just enjoying each other "can I have some salt?" Jungkook asked one of the maids she nodded her head and went to go get it she came back from the back and handed it to Jungkook "do you want some salt?" He asks me handing it to me I quickly get out of my chair backing towards V "please no please" I start crying "hey I'm sorry little bird what did I do I will put it away" he signals for a maid to take it away and she does rushing out of the kitchen. "What's wrong princess?" Namjoon asked me. I sit back down " I'm sorry kook..it's nothing you did" I said tears coming out why the fuck am I crying so much. I put my elbows on the table hiding my face down on my hands.

"It helps to talk about it dollface" Suga says to me. Maybe I can tell them this. I look at all of them I lift up the sleeves to V's sweatshirt I was wearing exposing all the cuts on both my arms I look at my arms and start crying the cuts are so big and all over my arms. They were a bright red from it still being fresh "umm w-when I would get punished" I say trying to hold back my sobs "they would cut me" I swallow the huge lump in my throat "a-and then the would pour salt into my open wounds and rub them in." I say.

I quickly pull my sleeves back down. "I'm sorry" I say moving my food around in my bowl with my fork "STOP SAYING SORRY WE ARE NOT BIG BANG" Yoongi yells at me this is the first time he's ever yelled at me it made me flinch really hard "AND STOP FLINCHING PLEASE WE ARE NOT GOING TO HURT YOU." He yells again right after V shoots him a glare I can see from the corner of my eyes. I push my seat back grabbing my plate bringing it to the maids. I walk back through the dining room going towards the staircase "y/n don't take the staircase you will rip your stitches!!!!!" Jin yells at me "and then what!? Yoongi is going to yell at me to not be in pain!?" I say then walk up the stairs to the second floor going to my room.

Yoongi POV:

When she left I got angry I threw the glass cup at the wall making Jungkook jump a little. I get up slamming my chair in the table "and where are you going?" Rm says grabbing my arm "to apologize" I say yanking it out of his grip. I hate that my anger does this to me.