Falling into the mafia (bts)

Pt.38

Y/n POV:

"Y/n you need to calm down okay listen to me you need to take a deep breath and calm down the stress is not good for you." Suga says my breathing quickening and getting harder to breath each time. Suga lifts my arms over my head and helps me calm my breathing down. Finally my breathing is back to normal. "Let me go get you some water." Suga says.

He leaves the room and I stare at the video surveillance. Tears fall down my face. All because I didn't do what he wanted. The screen turns off and I'm now staring at a blank screen "you don't need to be looking at that" Suga says to me. "I don't know..." I say looking at him "let's get you to bed okay?" He says I nod my head. He walks me back to oppas room the walk is quiet not much needing to be said.

I get to the door and face Suga "I'm sorry." He says "it was his decision. He knew what he did. And I sall the way he walked out he wasn't hammered. He made the choice conscious not fully intoxicated." I say I can feel my tears resurfacing. "Goodnight Suga" I say to him "try and get some sleep okay?" He asks I nod my head. I go in the room and get back in the bed Jin still asleep.

I can't help but cry my heart breaking as I let it all sink in. "Y/n?" Jin says turning over to me I quickly wipe my tears "yeah?" I ask trying to sound remotely okay. "Are you okay?" He asks "yeah oppa just a really bad headache now go back to sleep okay?" I ask he hums and turns back around.

I don't know how long it's been but lights start shingling through the curtains and Jin starts stirring around. He stretches and gets up I pretend that I wake up and get up also "good morning little one" he says smiling at me "morning oppa" I say to him. I get out of bed and we head down stairs everyone is in the living room. We hear the front door open and go to the foyer tae comes walking in hes I'm a suit and he has messy hair.

"Where have you been?" I ask him "TXT's" he says walking by me. "Why lie Taehyung?" I say to him he stops walking and turns around everyone is looking at me confused aside from Suga. "Why did you do it?" I ask him tears running down my face. He didn't say anything I slapped him across his face "WHY DID YOU DO IT!?" I yelled at him "hey what is going on here!?" Rm says raising his voice getting in between the two of us. "You want to tell him or should I!?" I say throwing my hands up "babe it was a mistake" he says I run my hands through my scalp trying not to loose my shit "no your mistake was letting me find out that you cheated on me." I say rm backs away.

I look at the guys and all of there jaws are dropped "how could you do this to me!? Why!?" I ask he doesn't say anything "just because I didn't do what I was told!? Because I wasn't going to do what you wanted me to do!?" I say raising my voice tears falling faster. "WHY TAE WHY!?" I yell at him "I'm sorry it was a mistake" he says sobs are wracking my body "I LOVE YOU TAE I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH IVE RISKED SO MUCH FOR YOU I HAVE DONE MUCH FOR YOU I AM HAVING OUR CHILD DO YOU GET THAT? OUR CHILD AND DID YOU THINK ABOUT THAT WHEN YOU WERE FUCKING SOME GIRL YOU DONT EVEN KNOW!!!???" I yell at him. "Sweet cheeks you need to calm down I don't want you having a miscarriage" Jimin says coming up to me. I punch at Taehyungs chest him taking it my punches are weak because I'm crying and am so tired. Tear fall down his face.

"How about I go fuck Beomgyu? Or Yeonjun? Or jungkook?! Or Soobin!?" I ask "don't you fucking dare!" He says raising his voice I start laughing feeling so angry "BUT WHY? YOU DID DIDNT YOU!?" I yell at him "I WAS ANGRY" he yelled "AND THAT GIVES YOU NO RIGHT STILL NONE" I yell "OKAY IM ANGRY LET ME GO FUCK SOMEONE" I yell at him "DONT YOU DARE" he yells "why?" I ask my voice cracking "because your mine." He says "after this the last thing I am is yours Taehyung we are done over any word that pops up in your mind for break up that's what is happening." I say.

"Please don't do this" he says tears falling from his eyes "I'm sorry just please don't leave me" tae says I walk towards the door it takes everything in me to not turn around and give him a hug and just forgive him. But I can't I can't do that not after what he did he knew what he was doing and that's what hurt the most "where are you going?" Jin asks "away from here" I say leaving slamming the door closed.