Falling into the mafia (bts)

Pt.41

Y/n POV:

It's been almost a whole month just a few more days until bangtan come back they haven't made much progress with Big Bang but they have got some information. I'm getting ready for my first actual ultrasound and I'm so excited. Soobin is going to take my since all of the other members are out working.

Before I leave I decide to send a picture of my baby bump to the guys they haven't seen it yet and they always nag me to take a picture but I wanted to wait until it got a bit bigger.

My bitches😘:

Y/n:

First ultrasound today!

Hobi: OH MY GOD YOU ARE STUNNING!!!!!!!!😍😍😍

Oppa: your belly is so big!! My little niece or nephew is going to be so cute!!!!!🥺🥺🥺

Kook: awwwwwwwwww I wanna touch it😃

Joonie: good luck at your appointment!!👍💜

Suga: why u built like that?🤨

Y/n: Suga if you don't shut the fuck up...

Suga: I'm kidding you look great!🤗

V: y/n call me okay?

Y/n: okay

I go and call V really quickly He answered on the second ring

"Hey how are you feeling?" He asks me

"I'm okay I wish you were here to take me though" I say to him

"Yeah me too but this is very important I need to keep the two of you safe the best I can" he says

"Thank you" I say to him

"Do you find out the gender?" He asks

"Yes I do" I say to him I hear a knock at the door "yeah!?" I ask "hey it's time to go" Soobin says "okay I will be right out" I say

"Hey tae I have to go but I will text you later?" I say

"Okay goodbye I love you" he says

"Goodbye tae." I say hanging up the phone.

This was the first time we talked since he left. I wish he could be there but he can't and I am still mad at him for cheating on me but I also love him. But I'm not getting over it to easily.

I head out and meet Soobin at the door "ready?" He asked smiling. "Mhm" I said smiling back. We get to the car and buckle up. We start driving he turns on some music and rolls the windows down.

"So now that it's just you and I how are you really feeling?" He asks "I'm good." I lie he gives me a look "don't lie to me." He says I let out a sigh "honestly I've been horrible I want to cry every second of the day I miss tae so much but I'm also so angry with him and don't get me wrong I love you but I wish tae was the one taking me. I feel broken inside like half of me is missing." I let out he just looks at me and smiles "well you do a good job at hiding it." He says "I'm relieved to hear that I don't want to worry anyone" I say "I didn't finish...you do a good job hiding your pain but not good enough to hide it from me. You act so strong and happy and upbeat but you know deep down you aren't Ive seen how you smile and act happy and when you think no one is looking it completely disappears your aroma changes. You put on a good show but you don't have to. It's okay to be sad and don't be scared of worrying us. We will manage but it is you I am worried about not txt not bangtan you. I want you to know that you don't have to pretend around me I go through depression and anxiety too but I always have txt to turn to when I'm feeling heavy and I want you to be able to turn to me when you feel that way to I can relate and understand to some degree." He says making me tear up.