finding Home

chapter 1

Waking up to with no recollection of who you are or where you are is something you never want to come too. As I stand my muscles are cramped and my head feels light, I look at my hands to regain conscious. Something didn't seem right. Before I woke up I remember a dream I had, there was a girl with strawberry bold hair.

 She was younger maybe 15. She was screaming a name I don't quit remember what she said. I could smell gas oil on her but I don't know how it got there. I sat at the edge of the bed staring at the ground trying to remember anything at all. 

 This room doesn't seem familiar, As I stand I take in my new environment. The room is small but the large window and door make it seem somewhat big. Ahead is a bathroom with a slim mirror and a small counter top. There was a tub with a window above. 

"Good morning MA, glad to see you're finally awake". A stern but calm voice say's. I turn to see a short lady with long brown hair standing at my doorway. 

"Um good morning, I'm sorry did you say MA" I say confused. 

She noticed my change in facial expression from concerned too confused". Yes, you are currently at saint stature physiological facility" she says. "I don't follow?" I say. "You were in an accident and you are here to regain your memory and strength, any more questions?". 

I shake my head. "good, breakfast is in 15 the kitchen is downstairs". I examine my view from my window. There was a playground and a field surrounded by woods. This place didn't seem like a facility, it looked like something in a medieval movie. I liked it, it gave off that haunted vibe.

My room was simple just some water, an alarm clock, dresser, and a tall wardobe filled with clothes.I could see myself being comfortable here. I walked out and looked around everything seemed so... Perfect, not in the good way but in the mental way. The kitchen was purely light blue with light blue tinted windows. 

"AYY it's the new girl" a tall kid with blenched light orange hair screamed. "Let me guess don't know your name with" a short brunette with glasses said. I looked that them in confusion and just awkwardly smiled. 

"You guys are scaring her leave her let her process" a tall girl with long blonde hair that was put in braids said. She was maybe 5'6 at most and was wearing a red hoodie and grey sweats. She walked over to us and stood by the others. 

 The guy chuckled and said  I'm sorry let me introduce myself. My names SP, I still don't remember my name either". Knowing I wasn't the only one was kind of comforting. "My names Rebecca, and the blonde over there is Samantha but we call just call her sam". 

I look over to see her eyeing me and looking away quickly as I catch her. "The lady that was in my room called me MA" I said looking at SP. "Those are your initials to start you off". "why won't they just tell us our names,". "they say it's more rewarding to find things on our own". I try not to seem upset but I feel frustrated. 

"Hey don't work yourself up over it, it's best to take your time or else you'll drive yourself crazy".I nod looking over to the dinning area. It looked depressing honestly. 

It was split into four different table's. One table was a bunch of little kids around the age of 5 to 9, the other table were older people and the last table caught my attention the most. "that's what happens when you don't take your med's" sam said looking the people at the last table. 

We all walked in to the dinning room and sat at an empty table. Men in pink suits came in and started scanning the other pacients wrist bands. Slowly worked his way to our table. 

"wrist" the man said sternly. I showed my wrist and got a little cup with two meds. I took them while looking at the people at the other table. 

"How the fuck do they go on!" Rebecca said in disgust. I gave her a silent side glance. She had quite the mouth for someone in a mental hospital I thought.  I notice a similar face in the corner of my view.

The lady that was in my room this morning was standing in one of the entrances looking at me. "that's doctor Maris sam whispered to me. I tried to think if that name was familiar but nothing came up. She looked around and stopped at me. 

"How long have you been here?" I turned to sam. "not long, lost track after 2 weeks". 

"MA may I speak to you for a moment?" doctor Maris called out. I excuse myself and walk to her. "I'd like to see you at 11 for one on one therapy to work on your memory" she said with a slight smile. I nodded and went to sit back.

As I sat down I over heard the others having a conversation. "did you hear that kai tried to run away again, got caught not even a mile away that dumb-ass". Everyone started laughing SP turned to me "kai is always up to some dumb shit". 

"Who's kai?" Rebecca rolled her eyes and sam turned too SP "you'll know who he is real soon". I just awkwardly smiled and decided to explore around some more. 

I noticed a classroom at the end of a hall. I could hear someone playing the violin they where sort of off key but it was still beautiful "looks like kai is back to practicing". I turn to see doctor Maris walking towards me. 

"He's a little off key but he's still good". Doctor Maris looked at me with relived look "what?" I said. "how did you know he was off key?". I looked at her and said "I played for some time in high school". Holy shit I remember that. 

Doctor Maris was about to say something when we got interrupted "dr, Magi got out again" Dr. Maris nodded "lets continue this during therapy". 

I nodded and Dr.Maris ran outside with the suited men. She held a baby doll and tried to call the patient I watched from the window. The lady held a small blade and was screaming but I couldn't hear from where I was. 

Time went by and the patient had been brought back. I had therapy in two hours but for now I would spend my time in my room. As I walked back I was meet with sam sitting and reading at the end of the hall. She looked cute at peace I couldn't lie. Something about her was calming I don't know how to explain it.

I walked to her and sat next to her. "what are you reading?". "some romance book?" sam tried to say without laughing. "cringe" I said while I look at the book. "shouldn't you go remember you're name?" she said annoyed. "Shouldn't you go to therapy?" I said smiling. 

"Bae has quite the attitude I see, I would keep that mouth in check before it gets you in trouble". This girl has a way of making me smile. I like her so far. "why would I? Now whats the fun in that" I say raising my eyebrow. She rolled her eye's and went back to reading her book. 

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