You just confessed to Madison and Madelyn about your eating disorder. Well kinda. Ok. Basically not at all. You left out A LOT of details that happened in between. And now your wondering if you should tell Rudy too. But actually tell him EVERYTHING. No! Your going insane! You cant. He might think of you differently.
Rudy: Ellie. What's wrong?
Ellianna: Everything.
Rudy: Can I come in? Please?
You let Rudy in and he sees you sitting on the floor while hugging your knees, with tears streaming down your face. Once Rudy sees you he immediately closes the door and runs over to you and holds you in his arms, trying his best to comfort you.
Rudy: Hey. Its ok. It'll be ok. I promise. Im here for you ok.
You place your head on his chest and let him hold you, finding his presence comforting. You guys sit like that for about 10 minutes while Rudy whispers things to comfort you, and occasionally kisses your forehead. You start to calm down and listen to Rudy's heartbeat to try and match yours to his.
Rudy: Are you ok? And please be honest.
You shook your head and answered with a "no" but it came out so quiet it was almost a whisper.
Rudy: Here.
Rudy gets up and then puts his hands out to help you up. You put your hands in his and allow him to pull you up and then pull you close. You puts his hands on your cheek and wipes off the remaining tears on yor face and kisses your forehead again, this time a little longer the usual. He pulls you into another hug and then you both pull away after a couple minutes.
Rudy: I have an idea.
Ellianna: What?
Rudy: Come walk with me.
Ellianna: To where.
Rudy: Wherever we end up. Lets change into some comfy clothes and then go on a walk for a while.
Ellianna: Sound good to me.
You both walk back into your room and you see everyone still in there, sitting on your bed.
Madelyn: Hey. Are you ok?
Ellianna: Yeah. Uh, we're gonna go on a walk for a little while.
Rudy: Yeah. We just decided to change first.
Jonathon: Ok. We will be in the living room.
Everyone except you and Rudy goes into the living. You both grab some comfy clothes and then Rudy goes into thr bathroom to change while you stay in your room.
You change into this
Then Rudy walks in the room wearing this
Rudy: Hey. You ready?Ellianna: Yeah.
You both start walking out of the room and then Rudy stops.
Rudy: Oh wait!
He walks over to his overnight bag and then grabs something and hands it to.
Rudy: Here. You left it at my house last time you stayed over there.
Ellianna: Thanks
You put it on and it goes down past your thighs because of how big it was, and how small you are.
Also it looks like this
Yoy also just take your out and leave it down
Like this
You and Rudy tell everyone your leaving and then you both walk outside and start walking in a random direction. While your walking Rudy grabs you hand and holds it and you hold his. You both walk in silence for a while, but it was comfortable silence. After around 5 minutes Rudy starts talking.
Rudy: You know im always here for you. Right?
Ellianna: I know. And thank you for being here for me.
Rudy: Of course.
You can see Rudy starting to get nervous.
Ellianna: Are you ok?
Rudy: Yeah, um. I have a question for you.
Ellianna: Yeah. Of course.
That's all for this chapter! I will try to post one more today but I don't know of if I will be able to! Thanks for reading! Bye!💗
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Rudy Pankow(TW)
FanfictionWhen Ellianna Barbour books an acting job for the first season of outer banks she very quickly clicks with all of her cast mates and one in particularly is a special kind of click. But she has a very dark past that no one knows about. Will her cast...