My Secret Diary

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Day 179:
I am finally back to my house! One thing I can't stand is doing a sleep over at a traitors house. I'm still angry with Ricky. All day long his annoying voice has been apologizing to me but I refused to utter a word to him. He doesn't understand that I'm hurt by his actions. How can someone who claims he likes you take the slightest chance to pull off some stuff with your supposed best friend! Once Ricky got fed up with apologizing to a dead ear, he said he came all the way from London just so he could spend time with me. He said that if I cant talk to him then the aim of staying is defeated. Whatever! What kind of guy says he wants to spend time with me and the next minute he is with my best friend. He also said that Ivy isn't as pretty as me. In my mind I was like do you think I'll buy that, even the whole school knows that Ivy is prettier than I am but I'm smarter. While he was ranting I couldn't help but giggle. All Ricky asked for was a second chance for him to prove his worth. I agreed because if I didn't grab any other thing in church, I learnt that God is a God of second chances and we should always forgive and not keep any grudge to our heart. So deep down I have forgiven him but I won't let him see that. He suggested we go out together and discuss things and I said sure!

Day 180:
Today I went to school. Would you believe that Ivy had the audacity to approach me and rub in my face what she did with Ricky. I don't know if that girl is a psychopath or if a screw in her head has been loosed! I didn't let her words get to me because today is a beautiful day and I won't let a low life scum like her ruin it for me.
     When I got back from school I was really tired but I had to keep the promise I made with Ricky to go out with him. At least I still have that decency in me to keep to my words. I showered, ate lunch, and got all dressed up for my day out with Ricky. I didn't really wear anything special but I wore something decent and casual. I was surprised that when I was done dressing up Ricky was already waiting for me. He told me where we are going to was a surprise and he had already informed my mom and taken permission from her. He actually took me out to the park, we got some ice cream and we talked. Basically all he ever did was apologize to me. He told me that it was Ivy who started everything and he tried so hard to stop her but his desires took the better part of him. Thank the Lord I don't have that desire!  He begged me to forgive him and he went on and on with his pitiful begging. I couldn't stand it anymore and I told him I have forgiven him. He was so happy that he hugged me. Then we shook hands that we will be friends. After that he said he actually has something to tell me;
Ricky: So now that we are friends can I share something with you?
Me: Of course silly!
Ricky: OK. Here it goes... I really like a girl
Me: Is it Ivy?
Ricky: No! How can I genuinely like a girl who gives herself willingly to every guy she meets?
Me: haha! So who does this lil' play boy have his perverted eyes on?
Ricky: What?! I told you I'm no longer a playboy!
Me: Yeah right!
Ricky: Anyway, I do really like this girl because she is sweet and lovable.
Me: Aww! Then just tell the girl and stop keeping your damn feelings to your self.
Ricky: Well okay.
Me: Can I at least know her name?
Ricky: yes! She is you!
Me: haha! Very funny joke! You got me in this one haha!
Ricky: I'm actually serious.
Me: How can I be lovable? The very girl who beats you in video games?
Ricky: That's what even makes you sweet.
Me: Aww! So cute!
Ricky: Issa, would you like to be my girlfriend?
Me: What? How do you think I'll accept this request from a playboy like you?
Ricky: Jeez, I already apologized a million times. Just answer yes or no!
Me: I'll answer in one condition, and that is you won't secretly see other girls apart from me.
Ricky: That's easy, I would do anything for you!
Me: Okay, then I accept.
Ricky: Thank you! Since you keep referring to me as a playboy, I think I'm going to call you a playgirl.
Me: what?! How can I be a playgirl..
Before I could even finish my sentence, Ricky was about to kiss me but before he even tried to do so I rubbed my ice cream in his face. He was so angry, I took a picture of him ≥3≤. We played for a little while before we headed back home. I arrived home by 9pm, I'm tired right now. I have to go to bed now.

Day 181:
I woke up so happy today that I went to school happy. When I came back from school I told my mom about Ricky and she said she already knew. That before he even asked me that he sought for her approval. Wow!
     Later in the evening, Ricky told me to meet him in his room. I was in for a surprise, he actually challenged me to play video games with him. As a star like me I won. Then I rubbed it in his face. 😂 I told him I won fair and square. He still couldn't accept defeat so he started tickling me. I laughed so hard that I almost peed on my pants. Then I laid down on the bed exhausted from laughter. Then we talked for some while before I pecked him good night and headed for my room.

Day 182:
I woke up really late that I couldn't attend school. So it was just Ricky and I in the house. He helped me out with my algebra assignment, he is so good in algebra. After the little assignment we went out for a walk, then we went to see a movie. It was so scary that Ricky wanted to hold my hands. I think he was scared. When I noticed he wanted to hold my hands I pulled it out and called him scardy cat! He was so embarrassed but what do I care. 😂 Though I apologized to him later.

Day 183:
Today I went to the library to read for my physics test. Guess what I saw? I saw Ivy having such a good time with Martins. It was so disgusting! That girl is a lost cause. The guy she once rejected is now the one having every taste of her. Does she not have any sense of decency? Or any regard for her body? Eww! That girl is terrible. I'll just pretend as is I never saw this incident. Anyway, I informed EB that I'm finally dating Ricky and she didn't seem surprised. She claimed she already saw that coming. She was so happy for me that I'm no longer a Lone Wolf. 😂 That girl is crazy...