My Secret Diary

A new guy?! Wait am I a fool??

Day 73:
I'm still exited about last night, today was smooth until I got my cookery result. I got an F! I was devastated, but I didn't mind. Who uses cookery anyways!

Day 74:
There is this new boy in school, his name is Edward popularly known as Ed and another guy known as Martins. Great!!!

Day 75:
What a peaceful day with no disturbance or worries. I chatted with Mike for a while, it was great. Before I forget I'm visiting my aunt tomorrow in the evening. She told me to bring with me two friends. I'm thinking of going with Ivy and Mike. I'll inform them tonight.

Day 76:
Mike told me that he can't make it because he is going to his granny's. So I was left with Ivy, my aunt took us shopping. We bought like never before 😍 from clothes to electronic gadget, name it all. My day was really fulfilled plus Ivy was super happy cus she got a new phone. My aunt is the best!!

Day 77:
Another boring day at school. Maths class was so interesting but Mike hasn't yet returned to school so I sat close to Ed. He is so funny and cool. I never knew guys like this still exist in this world. I'm beginning to suspect that Martins likes Ivy😊😊😊 Poor boy! I feel for him, Ivy will never even give him a chance, that I know.

Day 78:
I thought as much! Martins gave Ivy a bar of chocolate today. I teased Ivy for the whole of today about Martins. She was blushing. She told me the guy is a fool.

Day 79:
Today is Friendship Day. Is that even a thing? And guess who asked me out?? Ed! I was dumbfounded. I turned him down that I can't do it cus if Mike finds come to know about it he will be so jelly and angry. So I turned down his offer. Aww, poor guy, I pray he finds a girl soon cus I don't want someone like him to waste all his handsomeness like that. I told Mike about what happened earlier and he said I was right. By the way my leg and my nose are better.

Day 80:
I'm so happy because tomorrow Mike will be coming back to school. He came to my house today to borrow some books and later we talked in my room, to shut my brothers out. We laughed at Ivy and Martins. He was so fun today. He also demonstrated Nate's reaction if he finds out about Martins. He was like he missed me and blah blah blah blah. I didn't learn from my first experience... Things got so awkward and when we were about to kiss... My mom knocked on my room door😅

Day 81:
Yesterday I was so scared but my mom didn't do anything to me. I have been really lost in my thoughts today. I have been thinking, what I have with Mike is it real? Do I need to concentrate more on my studies? My heart is telling me to end things with Mike, he doesn't really deserve me and nobody else does. I'm breaking the news to him tomorrow.

Day 82:
Today I told Mike about everything. I told him I couldn't continue with the relationship. It's ruining my life. My studies first! My sole ambition is to become a well known medical doctor and I wouldn't want to kill that dream. I broke the news this way:
     Mike we broke!
He was so devastated. I don't even know what got into me to take this leap of faith. I'm seriously lagging behind in studies because of my relationship. I told my dad about everything and he said that I am brave.

Day 83:
Come to think of it, girls are wasting their time dating. Mike's number is being blocked on my phone, I'm trying to cut ties right before my eye lids.