at least we know the truth now
that everything shared between us was a lie
a mask worn to help ourselves feel better
as we small talk throughout the day
at least now i know what
you thought about me
and what you perceived me as was
revealed so strongly within your eyes
if i was different
you wouldn't of thought what you did
if you were looking for something
you found it
and you crushed it just as he did to you
im not him
it's not going to heal you
but at least i can finally see your real smile
even if you are laughing at me
even if you are hitting me
even if you call me names
but the truths out now
what i think of you
what you think of me
so i call you by something different
because what i called you was something
you never were to me
and something you never thought you were
nor wanted to be to me
