"May be I didn't trust them enough, or my insecurities took over. How can I trust someone when my own parents abandoned me when I was thirteen for acting like a three year old. They threw me to the road like trash that one night. Cause I cried because I was scared. I was freezing to death, I didn't have anything to eat, until one-day a man found me. He took me in and treated me like his own child. But he wanted something in return. He wanted me to become his heir to his gang. I hid about my little side since the day my parents threw me out.
Taehyung's pov
He started to shake. He struggled to breath.
"Jungkook baby"
"jin hyung he is having a panic attack"
"tell him to breath taehyung and make him focus on breathing. I have to check him before giving any medication. He might pass out, it's okay"
"baby jungkook. Breath, in and out. Inhale the flower and blow the candle" I hugged him. I can't see him like this. He has suffered so much. No wonder he is this cold and stiff and shuts everyone out of his life. He is scared to get hurt again. I looked at him again.
"jungkook... Jungkook" he looked at me. It looked like he was in a daze. Soon he lost strength and fell on my chest unconscious.
(a/n: I don't know about panic attacks. Sorry😖)
"lay him down on the sofa taehyung" I did as he said and turned to them.
"he has suffered soo much" jin hyung whispered.
"and bottling up everything caused this. Normally people might go through more worse things. Now i can see he is really sensitive and the things happened in his past really hurt him and he didn't have anyone to share his pain with. So he kept them to himself. Tjere is always a breaking point" Namjoon stated.
"we don't know what else has happened to him hyung. what should I do? I will do anything for him" taehyung sighed.
"i know. Show him his worth and help him to forget his past. Make a better present and a future for him. A one full of happiness. We can't change the past but we can heal those scars. But before anything we have to find something else too" jin hyung said.
"he said he had littlespace even before his parents kicked him out. Right?" we nodded.
"normally littlespace is a mindset which adults go, to be free from responsibilities and become carefree. In one word to be stress free. People with littlespace get triggered when they remember traumas mostly and sometimes when they see cute things. So Jungkook had littlespace since 13 that mean something must have happened to him that caused it. Something bad that gave a child trauma" we were all speechless.
I felt helpless. What should I do?
"what the fuck happened to him?" i muttered to myself.
"taehyung before you came he was a mystery. Not even us knew anything about him other than his name and age even though we lived together for years. Look it's only been a few weeks and he has already told us many things. He is changing and oneday he will heal" hobi hyung said.
"yes he is right taehyung. He will reveal everything but we have to give him time. Cause it's hard for him. It will be painful for him but worth at the end. We all should help him and specially you should" yoongi hyung pointed at me.
"I know hyung but I have to go to my parents today. I promised them i would come. Take care of him for me. If something happens call me immediately"
"can I also come? I miss my favourite Kimchi friedrice" jimin asked holding his hands together, giving puppy eyes. He is so cute but of course not than my bunny.
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