By Chance (Obito x Kakashi) Yaoi

Chapter 12 (edited)

WARNING: Mention of Death, Self Harm, Suicide and Suicidal thoughts.

Kakashi POV:

Shit.

"Kakashi what happened to your arm and why is the bandage covered in blood?" My father stood in my doorway with widened eyes and a limp body.

"Um I accidentally cut myself." I lied clearly panicked.

"Let me see it." He said as he took a step towards me.

I took a step back as I fell onto my bed.

"Dad I swear, it was an accident!" I yelled as he approached me quicker than before grabbing my arm.

"Kakashi! Just stop, you know what happened to your mother!" He yelled as a tear fell down his face.

"She claimed it was an accident too! I'm a doctor god damn it! I work to save lives not watch as my own wife and son drive themselves to suicide!" He yelled as the tears came more rapidly.

"I-I know I'm not a good enough father but please, don't do this to yourself! I can't loose you too Kakashi.!" He yelled once again and this time it was my tears that started to fall.

"No father you won't loose me, and it wasn't your fault!" I yelled back hugging him.

(Flashback 4 years)

The thunder was loud and a crack of lightning struck right outside of the window.

There she lay, my own mother on the ground with needles and pill containers surrounding her.

I ran up to the lifeless body and hugged her as hard as I could.

Thinking some how she might just come back to life.

That was the day I gained my fear of lightning and thunder.

I watched as they rolled her out on a stretcher, Her body covered in that white sheet.

I thought it was only in tv show's.

I fell to the ground tears filled my eyes until I couldn't see anymore.

My father sat on the couch a lifeless look in his eyes.

He didn't acknowledge me for about a week after my moms death.

He sat on that couch drinking nothing but liquor and eating nothing but instant ramen.

That was also around the time me and Obito had our falling out.

(Resume time)

"Kakashi, please just promise me you won't leave me." My father said as I looked at his collapsed state.

"I promise." I said helping him up from the ground.

(5 hours later: 6:00 pm)

I lay in my bed thinking about the good old days when we would go on vacation with Obito's family and spend so much time together as if we were brothers.

Our mom's were childhood friends, so it was natural that we ended up just like a big family.

When my mom died we moved away to America for 2 years and returned.

It just so happened that we ended up as neighbors.

My father likes to avoid Auntie Aiko because she reminds him to much of my mother.

She came to my moms funeral and when he saw her he just up and left.

It was a lonely day, the day of my moms funeral that is.

She was the light of our lives, nobody would have ever expected that she would commit suicide.

She didn't even leave a note or anything.

When we came back to Japan it was mainly because of my fathers work, and Konoha needed better doctors.

It wasn't that hard to regain relationships with my old friends besides Obito that is.

He was pissed that I left without even saying goodbye or at least mentioning I was leaving.

We got into it about having other friends right before my mom died and I hadn't spoken too him until we moved back.

When he saw me for the first time he punched me right across the face.

Of course I returned the favor and it turned into a whole brawl him winning because of the obvious size difference.

He has never once gone easy on me.

That's what I liked about him and what made me so intrigued with him.

Now I think what I felt for him back then is what held me back from apologizing and regaining our friendship.

I loved him.

I think I realize that now better than ever due to my constant want for his smell, his voice, touch and anything else he could do to me.

But let alone this is a one sided love.

He thought of me as a brother, there is no way he would ever feel what I feel for him.

- Meanwhile at the Uchiha Residence -

Obito POV:

"This week sure has been weird." I said to myself as I pulled the laundry out of the dryer and into a basket.

I walked down to the living room and tried to turn on the tv.

Shit, the power is out.

I walked back upstairs with the basket and made my way to my brothers room.

He has a laptop so I turned on some Netflix and decided to watch a show called One Piece.

I sat on my brothers bed in his clean room folding laundry.

After about twenty minutes the basket was empty and I was left with a school uniform that was indeed Kakashis.

I picked it up and walked down the stairs.

I put on my shoes grabbed a jacket and put the hood up in hopes it would shield me from the rain.

I made my way up to Kakashis house and knocked on the door.

The door opened to reveal his father who looked somewhat depressed.

The look faded when he gave me a warm welcoming smile.

"Obito, it sure hasn't been long." He said stepping aside to let me in.

"Haha, I'm just here to return Kakashis uniform. It got drenched in the rain this morning so I cleaned it for him." I explained as I watched Kakashi walk down the stairs.

"Thank you, let me just go get your clothes from upstairs." He said grabbing the uniform and running back up the stairs.

"I apologize for all the troubles Kakashi has been putting you through lately." Mr. Hatake said turning back towards me.

"Really it's no trouble at all, it's nice to be reacquainted with an old friend." I said with a warm smile.

"Anyway how is your back, Do you want me to take a look at it for you?" He asked.

"No I have an appointment to go get the stitches removed next week, they gave me an antibiotic to help prevent any infection so I should be all good." I explained shifting my position.

It doesn't hurt, but when I acknowledge it it hurts.

Kakashi came running down the stairs with the clothes folded in his hand.

"Thank you for returning my Uniform, I owe you." He said handing me the shirt and pants.

"No, it's good. You helped me yesterday when you drove me to the doctors, if anything I owe you. I can do anything you'd like." I exclaimed with a smirk.

Kakashi blushed a little.

To be continued...

Yet another chapter, this one is kind of boring and depressing. I have many things planned for this story so I hope some people stick around.
          - J. NadaMae <3