Finding Each Other

Chapter 5

Haleys POV

Luke placed his lips on mine. His lips were warm and it felt so good! It's been over a year since I had kissed him, but it couldn't happen.
I quickly pushed him away.

"What The hell!?" I said trying to hold back the tears, but that didn't work.
"Did you think that coming here, talking with me, then kissing me would make this better!? Did you really think that? We can't be together! I'm not good enough, and your to busy! I am not going to hold you back! Also I don't want to cause problems! I don't understand why you aren't mad at me for Harry?" I said crying hard now.

It's true. All of what I said is true. I'm not good enough for Luke. I never said anything but all the comments as hate got to me. Saying Luke could do better and that I'm not his type. It's true. We are opposites, at least we look like it. I had tan skin and dark hair, he has lighter skin and blonde hair.

And he is too busy. He won't have anytime for me anyways. And the Harry thing. He still doesn't know about what happened while Luke and I were dating.

"You really think all of those things?" Luke said as a tear ran down his cheek.

"Babe, I love you just the way you are. There is no possible way I could do better than you. And who cares about Harry. I don't care."

"But what if I see him again? We are texting and stuff." I told him.

"Go ahead, but I know that you're the only one for me." He said looking down.

"I'm sorry but I think you should go." I said.

"But-"

"Please?"

"Okay, I'll go. I'll see you." Luke said Elaine out of the front door.

Belen came back from outside.

"Why did they leave? What happened?!" She asked as she saw me crying.

"Luke thinks I'm perfect." I said smiling.

"That's good!" She said putting her arm around my shoulder.

"No it's not! We can't be together! It's too much!" I said putting my head in my hands.

"Listen, it will all work out." She reassured me.

"Thanks." I said as I smiled at her.

"Now can I share some good news?" She asked.

"Yes!"

"Calum asked for my number!!" She said smiling huge.

"I'm so happy for you!" I hugged her.

"You know if you and Luke get back together we could go on double dates..." She said smirking at me.

"Don't get your hopes up."

For a week I couldn't sleep. I needed Luke, but I wouldn't let anyone know that.

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Luke's POV

It's been a 2 weeks since Haley has seen me, and I can't stop thinking about our short kiss.

It felt so right! I wish I could kiss her again.

Right now, we are in Florida.

Since that thing with Haley I hadn't been performing good. I've been down all the time.
She pushed me away. She didn't want to kiss me.
She thinks she isn't good enough.
She thinks I'm too busy for her.

Those are all lies. No matter what anyone tells her she is perfect. She is the best thing that has happened to me.
Without her my life would have little meaning. I get up every morning because I know she is still out there somewhere.

I can't wait till the Dallas concert. I know she will have to come to me then.

I can't stop thinking of that day, hoping it all works out.

I know she needs me. She can replace me with Harry or anyone, but no one will make her feel like I do. She knows that too.

That kiss was amazing.

"Come on! We have to go!" Ashton said getting me out of my thoughts.

"Huh, where?" I said sitting up.

"The concert? We are on in 1!"

"Oh, yeah!" I got up and grabbed my guitar.

"Are you okay?" Ashton asked me.

"No. I didn't tell you, but Haley and I kissed."

"That's great!" He said patting me on the back.

"No because she pushed me away." I said rubbing my face out of frustration.

"Oh, I'm sorry. But hey, maybe it will all be better at the concert." Ashton said trying to make me feel better.

"Hopefully."

"Now cheer up! You have a lot of fans waiting for you, and you can't let them down." He said leaving.

He was right. Another reason why I am barely in one piece is because of the fans. Without them, I wouldn't even care, but since I have to preform, I have to be happy.

But, I needed Haley to actually be happy.

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Authors note

It feels like I haven't updated in awhile! Sorry if I haven't! Anyways, my birthday is in 5 days!!!!

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