Damaged Goods // Z.M (slow updates~editing)

Chapter 40

Rosalie's Pov

I wake up with a splitting headache like if someone is using a jackhammer against my head and I have this vile taste in my mouth and this overwhelming nauseating feeling in my stomach.

I shouldn't of drank that much last night. I don't even remember why, I usually choose to never drink but why did I?

I groan and rub my temples trying to soothe the pain. But I get the urge to vomit so I dash into the bathroom and I barely make it to the toilet and everything I had in my stomach spills into toilet.

After I'm done I lean back into the wall and close my eyes. I still feel so sick and this makes me take a pledge of never wanting to drink ever again.

That's when everything comes rushing back.

Perrie.

She was there at the party and she's going on tour with Zayn! Now I am really pissed. I get up from the floor very clumsily and begin to bridge my teeth to get this fowl taste out of my mouth. That's when I realize I am only in my bra and panties.

Where did my clothes go?

"Oh your awake?" I look towards the entrance of the bathroom and there is Zayn standing with baggy sweats a random t shirt and looking like he just came out of a photo shoot. He gazes over my body and I roll my eyes. At this point I am to frustrated to even care if he sees me half naked.

I finish brushing my teeth and walk past him to his dresser to find something to change into. "Rose I got you some water and aspirin, you know for.."

"Okay thanks." I murmur as I pull out on of his t shirts and sweats and I go back into the bathroom and shut the door behind me.

"Rose." He knocks on the door. "Did I do something wrong?"

Did he do something wrong? Pfft. No of course not. Hint sarcasm.

I take off my bra and panties and turn the shower on. Once the water warms I step in and do my usual routine.

When I finish I grab a clean towel from the rack and dry my my body and then wrap or around my hair. I change into Zayn's clothes and I get put of the bathroom.

I spend so much time here you would think I would have at least one set of clothes. When I turn to look at the bed, there's a tray of food and some water and the aspirins that Zayn was talking about. "I made you some breakfast." He says as he enters the room.

I should be mad but when he does sweet things like this How can I? "Uh thank you, bit I don't have much appetite." I just take the aspirins and wash it down with the glass of water. I still feel Iike shit but I think it's mostly because of Zayn not telling me he's going on your with his ex girlfriend.

"If your still mad about last night I'm sorry." He says.

"Why?" I ask him. I wan to know why he didn't want to tell me and I had to hear it from Perrie instead of him.

"Because you were drunk and I just didn't want it to happen that way."

"Wait what?" I ask very confused.

"Last Night you wanted to have sex and.."

"What? Did we? Is that why I was just in my bra and panties?"

"No we didn't, like I told you last night, I want our first time to be special, but you were making it so damn hard because you were so eager to give me a blow job and.. "

"Oh God." I cover my face. I never thought I would ever do such a thing. I feel so embarrassed right now.

"Hey it's okay, I'm relieved you want me as much as I want you but it just wasn't the right moment." He rubs my arms, trying to soothe me.