Damaged Goods // Z.M (slow updates~editing)

Chapter 15 Betrayed II

Zayn's Pov

I didn't sleep at all last night. I couldn't believe management was making me do this. I was here in the studio the make up artist was trying to cover up the dark circles under my eyes. My eyes were red too.

"Didn't get much sleep did you?" The make up artist asked. She was older maybe in her 30s.

"No I just had to much on my mind." I said. Rose was on my mind. She ways have been on my mind. And the things I have to say on this interview was destroying me. It was gonna destroy her as well.

"Five minutes till air time." A guy came and told me.

I sighed.

"What's on your mind sweetie?" She asked.

"A lot, I'm not sure. I'm about to do something that is going to destroy a person that I care a lot about because my management wants me to. It's this or I loose my career. Is that selfish of me?" I asked. I was really ashamed of I was going to do.

"Well maybe if you tell that person what's going on. And apologize before and after that person might forgive you. Why don't you text that person explain everything and hope for the best." she said.

She is right maybe if I explain to Rose she will understand. I took out my phone. I began typing.

I'm sorry.. ~Zayn ❤

Please welcome Zayn Malik.

I couldn't finish my text so I just sent those two words. I walked out to the audience. They were applauding and cheering. I sat on the couch.

"So Zayn tell me about the incident with the young girl, that you were seen carrying. There have been rumors that you beat the poor girl." The women said.

I thought for a moment and began to say what I'm supposed to say.

"I didn't beat her. I saw her attacked and decided to help. I thought it was the right thing to do. " I said.

"Do you know this girl? Is she your girlfriend? Do you have feelings for her?" She asked.

Of course I know her, she's not my girlfriend. I want her to be. I do have feelings for her. My heart felt heavy, I couldn't believe I was about to say these next words.

"No I don't know her. And she is not my girlfriend. She is just a random girl that was fortunate that I was there at the right time to help her. That is all. She doesn't mean a thing to me. " I said.

Those last words even hurt me. She does mean a lot to me. More than I know perhaps.

The interview was over. I hoped Rose didn't see this and if she did I just wish she gives me a chance to explain.

"Let's go Zayn I'm personally taking you to the house." Simon said.

"Why? You don't usually escort people to their homes." I said annoyingly.

"To make sure you don't go find that Rosalind girl." He said.

"Her name is Rosalie, and she needs to know whats going on." I was to tired to argue I just wanted to go see Rose.

"I get it, you like her. Just let things cool off for now. You'll eventually get to see her just not now."

We walked to the car. Simon drove. I didn't want to drive. I was too sad. I wanted to be with Rosalie. We arrived to the house. The lads were all here.

"Are you ok Zayn? We saw the interview." Liam asked.

"No how can I be?" I said with a low voice.

I whipped out my phone and started texting.

Rose can we talk? ~Zayn ❤

No reply all it said was seen at 8:40 a.m

Please Rose It's important.~Zayn ❤

Seen at 8:42

Rose? ~Zayn ❤

Seen at 8:45

"She's not answering my texts she must of seen the interview. " I said. I slumped on the couch on the verge of tears.

"Ok I'll try to talk to her." Harry said.

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Rosalie's Pov

My phone vibrated I looked at it. Zayn had texted me.

Rose can we talk? ~Zayn ❤

No.

Please Rose It's important.~Zayn ❤

Sure now I matter.

Rose? ~Zayn ❤

Go away, stop texting me.

I didn't want to talk to him I kept ignoring his texts. I didn't want anything to do with him.

Rosalie please talk to Zayn he has something to tell you It's important~Cheeky Hazza

I don't want to talk to him, don't you think he hurt me enough, I don't mean a thing to him. His words!! ~Rosie Rose

Rose he needs to talk to you. Please just answer him.~BooBear

Which member is this? ~Twinkle Eyes

It's Louis. Please talk to Zayn he's hurt as well. I forgot I put BooBear as my contact name.~BooBear

Rosie Zayn needs you he's not doing so good right now. ~Nialler

Rose I know your hurting, and I couldn't image how much. But you have to understand he did it for a reason that was out of his control. Just let him fully explain. ~Daddy Directioner.

The last text I assumed it came from Liam. I sent one last text to everyone including Zayn

Look what's said has been said. Those words were hurtful, and I just want to be alone. So please stop I am not going to talk to him. And why would he want to talk to me? I don't mean a thing to him. remember. I am done. ~Rose ❤

I am done. I'll just forget him. Forget all about him. Shouldn't be too hard right?