Destiny

Limits..

Sisa narrates ...Suddenly we saw the two of us sitting at the table face to face, without saying words ...Raj kept his gaze down, as he played with the snacks on the table; Suddenly he got up, his face and his gaze was the most disturbing thing I could see in my life .... sadness mixed with anger, mixed in those hazel eyes with the tears that fell down his face.Without saying anything he got up and I couldn't do anything, I couldn't stop him, I just ran behind him but I couldn't follow his passing ... when I saw him he had gotten on his motorcycle ...Scared I took the car keys and followed them, I was afraid of doing something crazy.I automatically went to the restaurant (by an alternate and shorter path) Meera knew it was she would go and talk and maybe commit something crazy.When I arrived, I parked to the side heading towards the ruins (nearby on the beach) that were on the side of the restaurant and so I hid to see what happened ...Raj parked under the vehicle and just as Meera started to get into her car ...He took her by the arm and led her towards the ruins where I had been hiding ...(When I saw them, I stood against a wall that had a hole through which I could see them ...)As Meera screamed and fought for Raj to let her go; he never gave in to her request ...When they entered the ruins he just turned her over and carried her against a pillar holding her neck with his handRaj asked: - what did you want to do? separate two brothers?Meera hit Raj's arm to get him to release her; This made Raj back a few steps, while she advanced imposingly and asked him: - Did it hurt? Just thinking about separating yourself from your family. Did it hurt? Imagine what happened when you killed my father; did you come up withRaj: - no. I didn't kill your fatherMeera: - you are lying Raj: - It's the truth. Look me in the eye (while holding her left arm and neck) I swear not to kill your father. We were betrayed (while I hugged her and wedged her forehead with hers) and if you still don't believe me, take this and shoot put an end to it once and for all. Shoot. Already . Shoot. I will not survive this distance .. They looked at each other for a while, Meera couldn't shoot and under the gun, tears welled up in her eyes and sadness flooded them more and more; without saying words. Raj left Meera in the ruins and walked away along the side of the beach and she watched him get further and further away from himself ... Raj stopped, turned around and looked at her one last time, understanding that he had already closed that chapter and walked away from her ...

It must be said that what happened in the ruins completely destroyed me and I know that she still loves him; It made me wonder if I should still be here ...If it is not more convenient to move away and let them finally live their love ...Sitting crying I stayed on that beach all night ...Watching the moon pass and watching the sunrise shine and remembering that first moment together ...I doubted my decision and that if there was a trigger I would not hesitate to do it ...When Raj arrived at the house and did not find me, he was worried; my cell phone rang and rang nonstop; but it was heard so far away that I was still absorbed in my thoughts ... worried, he called Shakti and Anwar and they went looking for me ... they came back with sunlight just like me ...A worried Raj approached me and reprimanded me; I could not tell him anything, I just wanted to sleep and sleep ... and I slept all day ... at night we had dinner and I only asked him to please not talk about that, he will tell me how his day was .....And so the days passed, but what ate my heart the most was the sadness of Seeing every day, absorbed in his thoughts, he tried to work but could not ....One day he went to the beach and came back sad he sat with me and put his head on my legs and I cry for having Ishita so close and not being able to hug her ...Although Raj could not hide his sadness either ... but he never stopped supporting Veer and being with me ..... and so the weeks went by, trying to move forward and although we laughed and enjoyed we could not forget any of what had happened. ....