chapter 1

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the bell rings meaning class is over i head to my locker with my best friend helen

her locker is next to mine so we always walk together "omg girl richard is walking this way" helen says

we're seniors now, richard and i have gone to school together since middle school i've always had a crush on him but lately he's been absent from school, he has tattoos now and i see him smoking at times and selling you know drugs

watching richard change from the loving kind person he was to this cold hearted person hurts, richard and i used to be friends with benefits all junior and half of senior year, i know shocking but i really liked richard and  i still do

he would never take me seriously so at any chance i had to be with him i took it

i turn to look at richard walking towards carla, his girlfriend he dropped me for here, he gave me some shitty excuse and left keep in mind this happened two days ago, couldn't he at least wait a week?

he looks at me dead in the eyes and starts making out with her not losing eye contact with me, he knew this hurt me, i felt my eyes water up, helen noticed and blocked my view of him

"he's a dick he doesn't deserve you anyways, how about you finish getting your things and we head to your car and go eat somewhere, yeah?" she says with a smile trying to cheer me up

"yeah okay" i say returning a weak smile

helen returns one but she remembered that our history teacher took her phone away and went to his class to get it back, we agreed to meet at my car

i was laughing to myself remembering that helen got her phone taken away then richard comes and leans on helens locker

"sup" he says with his cocky grin

"what do you want?"

"why you so mad?"

"please you know what you're doing"

"why you acting like we dated or something"

i slammed my locker and turned to face him

"friends with benefits for a fucking year richard, you knew i've liked you since middle school we graduate in two weeks you really expected for me to not catch more feelings for you camacho? don't tell me you're that dumb"

"look i get it and i'm sorry but look i did like you man like i really did what is there not to like, you know?"

"then why not take me seriously and make me your girlfriend richard this is the third time now"

"because i-"

"go on say it!"

"i was mainly with you for your body, okay?!"

"i knew it, i fucking knew it, how was i so stupid? i gave you three fucking chances richard because you would tell me you changed and that you would take me seriously you would always say i love you first and my dumbass believed it!!"

"they're just some words y/n stop over reacting"

"i love you are not just a couple of words richard!!"

"whatever it's not like you even gave me what i wanted"

"what do you mean"

"i wanted to fuck you y/n, yeah you would send me some pretty hot pictures but i wanted to be inside you and you would always say no"

my anger inside me started to build up but when he said that i lost it, my hand flew across his face giving him a hard slap for everyone in the hall to see

"fuck you camacho" i said and walked away

how could i have been so stupid?















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