My head is hurting from the words you shouted
Burning and pounding whenever you're around me
Can't you see
I am fucking trying my best what more do you want from me
If this isn't enough then get away from me
Why do I need the abuse
can't you see the truth
I am who I am what more do you need
Don't fit your mold
Making me into someone I don't want to be
Well fuck you too then I am sick of this curse
Doing what I can to be better but only make it worse
Think about you? I do but think about me
Another guy in your life that I can see
maybe I don't need you any more
then a wound festering and what for
To be a good guy I stay and I cry
Cry out in pain for a way to die
Why
Just tell me why you do this to me
Did you ever really care or was it all a dream
My head is pounding and I feel the heat rising up inside me
Soon I will explode so be honest
What more can you take
You took my heart and called me fake
Everyting I did for you was real
was it all a mistake
You want me gone then I will be gone
just say the word and I will never be heard
by you
or any you know
I will disappear and maybe one day you might remember
remember the dreams we had and you will cry in fear
fear of my safety in a world so cold
Colder then any weather the earth could hold
You want me to go then I will go
But before I do you must know
I still love you.
YOU ARE READING
Random Thoughts
Non-FictionHonestly just because everyone needs to vent somehow I decided I will do random thoughts that have bothered me for some time. Some may be funny, some may be deep. But all of these are thoughts so if they bother you, then don't read.
