its funny
no matter how prepared I am for this
it still hurts
in a way
the pain outweighs
everything else.
its weird
no matter how prepared I am for this
it still hurts
as if
I don't see it coming
when I saw it coming
right from the very start.
maybe I am the one to blame
since I should stop it right from the very start,
but all I ever did was
relentlessly believe
that things could change
for the better someday.
1.12am//
