"Thank you" I said grabbing a fork as Amanda put down a bowl full of fruits
"You're welcome honey" She said before look over Shawn
"Aren't you eating ?" She said nodding her head towards him
"Yes of course" He mumbled as she shrugs
"Well I'm gonna go buy things that are missing" She said wiping her hands on her pants
"Do you want me to grab something for you dear ?" She said looking at me
"Maybe a bottle of mango juice" I said with a smile and she nods
"Okay I'll grab you a bottle of mango juice" She said with a chuckle
"Shawn any recommendations for the dinner ?" She said as he shakes his head looking down at his plate
He didn't said anything since I came downstairs, he was quiet, he didn't lift his eyes from his hands on his knees for God only know since when, he was just off
"Okay then see you later guys" Amanda said before walk away leaving us in an kitchen full of tension and an awkward silence
"Did you sleep well ?" He said as I nod
"I didn't really had a lot of sleep yesterday so it was kind of helpful" I said with a shrug
"I'm sorry" he suddenly said making me look at him
"From the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry Martina, I know my words won't delete my actions but I can't stay here and pretend I'm okay when the person I love the most is mad at me" he said as I continue to eat my fruits
"I know it's complicated for you, I understand that, but it's complicated for me too" He said and I roll my eyes
"You know you just ruined everything you said right now with that sentence" I said looking for more pieces of watermelon
"Don't you think I've realized how complicated it's gonna be for us ? We gonna be parents Shawn if course I realize that !!" I said as he sighed
"Yes I know but that's not what I meant" He said rubbing the back of his neck
"Then what do you mean Shawn ?! That you don't want a kid ? Because if it's that Noah said he can be the father" I said as he shakes his head
"Of course I want a kid but it's just early" He said and I sigh
"I know it's early but we didn't decide it, we have to live with it" I said calmly
"I-I'm just scared"
"I can understand you're scared and so am I but we're here for each other" I said as he looks up at me with tears in his eyes
"It's gonna be okay, you have me and I have you, we both have each other" I said cupping his face in my hands wiping the tear as he puts me down on his lap
"So you forgave me ?"
"Absolutely not, it's gonna take a lot of time for me to forgive you if you want to know the truth" I said removing some hair from his eyes
"Did Noah really said he could be the father ?" He said resting his head on my shoulder as I nod rubbing the back of his neck
"Do you know how long you've been pregnant ?" He said and after a little while
"I don't know, tomorrow I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow, you can come with me if you want" I said as he kissed my jaw
"I will" he said as I look at him
"You know I love you right ?" He said pecking my lips
"I know you do" I said as he pecks my lips again
"Good" He said nuzzling his face in my neck
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The Personal Assistant
Teen Fiction"I'm not yours and I will never be!! When are you gonna understand th-" I shouted pointing my index finger at him but he interrupted me "Whether you like it or not, you're mine and you can't change that" he said looking to me deep in the eyes
