you and i are suicidal stolen art// billie eilish

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kinsley's pov

"no." billie says, as her eyes turned a darker shade of blue. "why?... he's my husband, i don't have anywhere else to go" i sigh, somehow, only now hearing how dumb i sound for staying in a situation like this.

"look, i get it. but if he's doing that shit to you in public, i could only imagine what he's doing to you at home" she says, pacing around her bedroom. "you can stay here for a little..." she stops pacing to face me.

"you have to, you have nowhere to go and i live here alone... listen mama, you cant go back to him. i get that you're married nd stuff but he's hurting you." she says sternly as she holds my shoulders.

"um, can i take a shower?" i ask, im so stupid. of course i cant, im literally a stranger. "yeah, this door right here, ive only got men's body wash so i hope that's okay. feel free to use anything in here, except that purple razor, i shave my balls with that" she laughs and hands me a neatly folded towel and rag.

obviously she doesn't have balls, i think and laugh to myself. i strip myself immediately and turn the shower to as hot as it gets. i relax into the water as it caresses my curves. After a few minutes of soaking i hurry up and wash myself, if i take too long Billie might think im a weirdo.

honestly she probably already does.

i wrap myself in the towel and walk out, still steaming. "bil...?" i ask as she stares at my chest. " oh, I- im sorry mama i didnt mean to look at you like that, let me grab you some clothes." she said nervously as she went to the closet.

she hands me a shirt and shorts

"thank you" i smile at her as she leaves the room to let me get dressed

billie's pov

 shit shit shit shit

poor girl, i dont want her going back home to that guy... but what the hell am i gonna do about it i internally frown, taking a long drink from the vodka bottle.

kinsley walks out of my room to see me seated on the couch with my bottle. i feel woozy, im starting to get drunk, at least im already home though.

"what are you doing with that?" she looks at me with a concerned look. "just livin my life ya know?" i slur, letting out a burp.

she comes to sit on the floor between my legs," youre so young, you shouldnt be fuckin you life up with this" she takes the bottle from me, putting the top on. 

"im not a baby, im grown. look... since my girlfriend left me ive been stressed sbout money and bills and just everything and this is just the way i decide to cope" i sigh, practically falling asleep in her lap.

she gives me a sympathetic look, her eyes are so beautiful, everything about her is. how could her husband be so cruel to this godsent woman? "come on, let me take you to your bed" she lifts me of her lap

im so weak and drunk i can barely walk

i smile t myself

im pretty big, im 5'11 and about 160 of  mostly muscle, so shes struggling to help me.

its so cute seeing her doing her best to help. she's like 5'3 i laugh to myself. she gets be close enough to my bed that when she lets me go i fall face first onto it. "thank you" i mumble into my black and purple sheets

i struggle to strip myself of my work clothes but i stll manage, i lie on my back practically panting. it feels so hot in here...

" come here mama" i sigh patting the space next to me "i dont know how long its been since ive cleaned the sheets in the guest room, so you can take my bed. ill take the floor" i say trying to get up "no, please stay" she says desperately.

"billie?" 

"Hm?"

"do you actually have a penis? of is it some kind of toy or-"

"na babygirl, its very real. i was born with it, balls nd all." i chuckle

"oh,um" she looks away

" does that make you uncomfy? i know it probably does, i know im like... a freak of nature." i say hoping she'll look back at me.

i adjust to lay on my favorite pillow and i turn rick and morty on the tv

" come, lay right here mama" i motion to my chest, she obeys. i yawn and i see her looking up at me.

" something wrong?" i say "hmm... i dont know daddy" she starts to kiss my neck

"wut- daddy? im not your daddy..." "oh, sorry. i dont know whats gotten into me" she blushes

"ive been trying to divorce my husband for about a year, but every time its his turn to sign the paper her rips it and hits me." she looks down " i know im stupid for staying with him but i dont have any more options"

"its been so long since ive felt the way i feel about you billie. you make me feel so cared for, i know you probably think its really really soon, and it is. but, billie... will you be my girlfriend?"

"sure mama, thank you for all youve done for me tonight, ill make it up to you ." " no need" she lays her head on my chest as we both start to doze off.

TIME SKIP TO MORNING

i wake up and kinsley isnt in bed with me, i hop out of bed and go pee. as i wash my hands and turn the water off i hear water coming from the kitchen

i walk in to see her washing dishes and i see plates of food on the table. 

"morning billie, i made breakfast for you. i hope you dont mind" she finishes the last dish and dries her hands

"all this for me?" i question "mhm"

"wheres your food ma?" i say looking at the bare table space in front of her

"i didn't make myself anything, it wouldve been rude to use your food to feed myself.." she said shyly " here we can share. and dont say no because you need to eat."

"okay" i take a spoonful of the cheese grits and motion towards her mouth. "open." and she does "good girl"