you and i are suicidal stolen art// billie eilish

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Billies pov

8pm...

"damn, i need a drink" i say as i pull on some sweats. i've been trying to control myself when it comes to drinking but i aint got shit else to do.

i trust kinsley but who wants to hear me complaining.

"hey baby..." kinsley trails off, she's looking at my pants. stain maybe? "whats in your pants bil?"

"my dick?" i ask. "ohhh" she says looking away. "remember the razor i told you not to use because i shave my balls with it? yeah, that wasnt a joke..."

"does it make you uncomfy that i have a penis?"

"no, i just...i didnt know" she looks me in the eyes.

"billie?"

"yes?"

"are you a virgin?" she asked me, wrapping her arms around the back of my neck.

"um... look, i might be many things, but im not a liar. i am a virgin..." i look at the floor.

"i know its pathetic, i mean who the hell is a virgin at 20?" i admit as a tear rolls down my cheek. unlucky me, our height difference allowed her to see the tear fall to the floor.

i flop down on my bed, i basically unravel and start sobbing my heart out.

"its okay to be a virgin baby" she straddles my waist

"its not!" i yell "especially when you're a freak like me, nobody wants a girl with a whole ass dick" i cry.

"but, i- i want you bil..." she says as she lays her head on my chest.

she sits back up to look me in the eyes. keeping the eye contact she slips her small hand into my boxers.

"hm, take these off for me" she tampers with the waistbands of my pants and boxers.

i sit up on my elbows, "my mom always told me that no one would want me because i'm different..." i strip my bottom half "but if you want me as much as you say, let me show you how much i want you"

"strip and get on the bed" and she does as shes told.

"ive never have real sex before, but believe that i know how to please people" i lay between her legs sniper-style

i start gently licking her clit, still shy and hiding beneath its hood. "fuck daddy" she moans, i hope i can make her cum....

"you ready?" i stand up pulling her small (in comparison to mine) body to the edge of my bed

"yes daddy, just please fuck me!" she practically yells at me. "needy are we?" i ask as i rub my growing cock against her second set lips.

"please, just be gentle okay?" she looks up at me, innocently, but somehow still turning me on.

"i will baby, if you need me to stop of slow down just tell me..." i say as i slide into her tight hole

"aughh fuck" i groan, i could literally bust right now.

i thrust my hips faster as her moans become louder. "fuck" she lets out breathily " im so close bil-" she gasps.

"shit, me too" she coats my dick almost immediately after, i pull out and finish myself off on her stomach.

i get a towel and wet it to clean kensley up, im proud of myself. my first time was actually successful.  i begin to wipe my kids off of her stomach, " you okay baby?" i ask as she was just lying there.

"yah, im okay baby" she pants

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