"Can This Be Over?" (Angst Deku x Bakugou)

Chapter 3: Think It Over

I entered my dorm and immediatley flopped on my bed to grab a pillow and scream. I started punching it, angry, upset, thoughtless, but I realized this was a PILLOW, and stopped. Im so confused. Was I too much? He's done so much to me, what reason did I have to go soft on him? I could have been more mature with it. Maybe we could have had a conversation about it instead..but he wouldnt do that. How else was i going to get the message across? Did i even deliver it well?
"UGH." I slammed my face into my pillow again. This is so frusterating! Even though he didnt say much, im still so pissed.
"He said 'tHaT wAs a LoNg tImE a Go' OH MY FUCKING GOD SHUT UP" I threw my pillow across the room and it hit a wall making a light "thump" when it fell to the ground. I sat, eyebrows furried and emotions a mess. But then i remembered...my whole class was there. MY CLASSMATES SAW ALL OF THAT. I smacked my hand over my mouth and my cheeks started to fluster. Oh geez, what are they gonna think of me now? I hope i didnt scare them too much..Theyre all probably really worried. I curled up on stomach and pressed my face into the mattress. Even though no one is here, I don't want anyone to see me.
I can't help but think of my classmates. I hope they aren't too worried.

Back At The Classroom:
"DUDE IM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT DEKU" Denki started shaking out his hands and couldnt stop bouncing his leg in his seat
"He probably just needs to be alone after that outburst, im sure we'll see him Monday!" Sero smiled and put his hand on Denkis back trying to calm the electric boys nerves.
"I really hope he's okay. Maybe we should go down to his dorm after school and check on him?" Uraka said whilst looking at Iida
"Im not sure..we can try knocking but if he wants to be alone we should respect his space." He said making a hand motion on the last part, emphasizing on "space."
While everyone was talking among themselves about Deku, no one had thought to console Bakugou who was now in his seat ducking his head down and covering his ears.
"Ive been carrying so much guilt..so why is it now being shoved in my face even more?" The stressed boy mumbled. He hated this. He hated being judged and commented on by people who dont know shit about him and Dekus history. Why should any of them have a say in it. He couldnt do this. He was about to grab his bag and just head out the door but a tired man finally came in. Despite his prescence being there, nobody paid him any attention until he aggresively started writing on the chalk board signaling everyone to seat themselves in their respectful seats but there were still some who couldnt stay quite and continued whispering until Aizawai glared at the room. Bakugou was not ready for this day. He slammed his head on the desk.

Deku Pov:
I was feeling better after my little "moment" this morning. I just got done with a face mask and even went out to get myself lunch. I was laying in my bed reading a book until i started hearing a bunch of students in the hallway. I checked the time on my phone and school officially ended.
"Knock knock knock"
Who could that be? I got up and looked out my peephole. It was Uraka and Iida! I opened the door.
"Hey there" I gave a small smile
"Hello Midoryia, may we come in? We wanted to check up on you." Iida said looking a little nervous
"Yeah yeah of course, come on in" they entered and i plopped myself down on the bed and was immidieatley bombarded with a huge hug from the front then another from behind. Uraka and iida were now sandwhiching me in a hug. It was really nice. I didnt really know where to put my arms though so i just left them on the sides of me. Ive never felt so..comforted. I relaxed into their arms and soaked in their affection. I was okay with this. Urala began to cry and Iida rested his head on top of mine.
"Wait, what's wr-" I tried to ask.
"WE WERE SO FUCKING WORRIED!! WE TEXTED AS MUCH AS WE COULD AND, AND-." Uraka continued to bawl.
"We were just, scared is all. We'd never see you lash out like that, EVER! We didn't know what to do and , and-." Iida started to cry too.
"Aw wait nah, wait, Guys, GUYS STOP" Now I was crying. we all just hugged and cried. I scared them so much. They were scared for me. I'm sorry.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."