"Can This Be Over?" (Angst Deku x Bakugou)

Chapter 5: Fuck.Off.Weird.O.

I ordered my Quarter Pounder. With a medium fry and drink. I got my drink cup. Filled it with Sprite. Sat down. Put down my bag. Went to the bathroom. Took off my sweater. And screamed like HELL INTO IT CAUSE OH  MY FUCKING GOD!
Like, I came to McDonalds to be with my friends, eat, and forget about today.
So why the hell is the biggest reminder and cause of today HERE? And had to come with one of the nicest dudes EVER, who, when I came out of the bathroom, was seated at me, Iidas, and Urakas table. WOW. AWESOME. But I didn't see Bakugou.
"Where is that fucking-"
Someone bumps into me from behind. It was my fault for standing in the bathroom doorway.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, I-"
I turned around and it was Bakugou.
We both stood there. I wasn't scared. Well I was. Not of him really, more of myself. What if I exploded again?
I think he was scared of the same thing too. His eyes were stuck wide and his jaw locked tightly clenched. We were like prey watching predator and predator watching prey. Or something. I don't know. I remembered how hungry I was and walked off to my seat. He soon followed.
"Oh! Dude whatsup?" Kirishima smiled at me and threw his arms up. Dude was ecSTATIC!
"Nothing much rocker! How's the band going?"
"Awesome! Oh DUDE, we actually have a gig in 2 days! I meant to make an announcement about it this morning but um..."
An awkwardness fell over the table.
....
"Order..jesus...237,238,239,and 240 READY!"
"Heeey look at that, our orders are up." Iida stoop up. "Uraka can you please help carry over the orders?
Kirishima also stood up. "I'll help too!"
As the three walked off, I could feel someone stupid and ugly and stinky as hell staring at me.
"..what."
He flinched.
"Oh! Um..uh"
I stared at him. I stared the crap out of him. I stared at him until I knew for sure he'd crap his pants. He looked down. He looked like he was about to cry.
"Listen..um..De-..Midoryia. Im.."
He reached out to my hand and held it. He then looked up at me, tears in his eyes.
"..I'm...I'm sorry."
I could forgive him. I could think for a moment and think over if I should forgive him. I could start crying too. I could be empathetic. All possible things. But the only thing that happened was this:
I slapped his hand away and I pointed at him.
"Fuck. Off. Weird-o. If you ever touch me again I'll kick your sorry ass."
He looked shocked. Then he looked pissed. Per usual of course.
"I don't know why you're being angry with me again. Im trying to genuinely apologize."
"I don't want it right now. And i don't want you touching me."
" Well...so-"
"Save all the apologies for later."
"..you know, I should be just as pissed at you right now. You humiliated the shit out of me earlier in class. You could have just ..talked to me about all those things"
"I think we both know I could never."
"You could've tried."
"Bullshit."
"You're bullshit."
"Fuck off."
"I'm gonna fuck you way off."
"You're a piece of shit."
"You should eat shit."
"You look like shit."
"Thanks, I spent half the day crying."
"Join the club."
"WE BROUGHT FOOD." Uraka announced.
We both looked at her, Iida and Kirishima behind her. They stood like they were waiting for a minute.
"Tsk." Bakugou relaxed.

After we all ate, Kirishima offered us all to come to his dorm and wafch a movie. Uraka was so excited to accept and begged me and Iida to say yes also. I was..hesitant. Bakugou didn't say anything. I think he already knew he practically had to come considering it's Kirishima. We all wanted to meet up later that night so Kirishima could set up and the rest of us could fill in some homework and get dressed.

As we all walked back, me and Bakugou walked side by side, refusing to look at eachother, while the other three talked excitedly about what movie they should watch. Were all nerds so naturally we have some form of DVD collections. I would have offered one of my All Might movies, but everyones seen atleast one of them.
"..what movie would you want to see?" He spoke softly.
"I don't fucking know." I kept looking straight.
"..do you like horror?"
"What does it matter to you?"
"I got some dvds I could bring over."
"So bring them. I don't care."
"..do-"
"Hey can you leave me alone?"
"..Okay."
I then noticed that everyone else was quiet. As if they were listening in on...
"Urakas soooo stupid"
"WHAT" She whipped her head around.
"WERE YOU GUYS TRYING TO EAVESDROP ON US?" I pointed at them
"NO NONONONO NOT..YEAH..WELL NO BUT UM..yeah" Kirishima protested
"Um..uh" Iida tried finding an excuse
"Y'all are lame." Bakugou said
"Bruh don't call them lame." I pointed at him.
"What is your deal with pointing?" Asked Kirishima
"Was I talking to you?" I pointed at him with both hands
" BOTH?" Uraka exclaimed
"THRICE." I pointed both my hands AND a foot
"NAH" Iida gasped
"YEAH" I then added A KNEE
"DUDE WHAT THE FUCK, 4??" Kirishima feel to the floor.
I bowed my head down. I was now pointingat them in 5 ways.
Iida and Uraka joined Kirishima on the ground
"We are sorry for our sins and actions. Please forgive us."
"It will be considered."
"Consider deez nuts." Uraka looked up at me
"Omg did I hear some ugly bitch?"
"IM GOING TO FUCKING BEAT YOU RIGHT NOW-"
"Mwhahahaha" I put my hands together like those 80's villians
"Oh my fucking god can we go to the dorms already?" Snarled Bakugou
"Maj'a L or whateva" Uraka flipped her hair in his direction
"..WHAT"

I did homework. I submitted online work. I scrolled through instagram. I showered. And bow the toughest of all..
"What do I wear..."
Kirishima gets warm easily. So it's probably cold in his room. But there will probably be blankets. So i'll be warm. But they might not be enough. Or they could be too much. I stared at my closet.
"..Bruh I'll just layer."
I tit-ally forgot I could do that.
I wore:
A red mockneck. An oversized yellow T-shirt that hung a little off the shoulders and had a big blue star in the middle. Red baggy jeans. Blue socks. And my lil All Might slippers. OH!! And a All Might Hoodie
"Stylish as FREAK" I winked in the mirror
I checked the time and it was 7:54, which was probably a good time to head over to Kirishima's. He's literally right down the hall so it's not like a long walk or anything.

When I got there, everyone else was already there.
"..am I like, crazy late?" I asked cause holy crap dude being the last one is never a good sign
"Nah man everyone just got here." Kirishima said before strumming a kids ukulele with cartoon sharks on it

"Can you play Nickleback or is that too har-"
"Uraka I will literally bite your face off right now if you ever say something horrendous like that again" Kirishima said with his finger in the air.
"Did you guys decide on a movie?" I sat myself down on Kirishimas bed, ignoring Bakugou laying there.
" Yes, actually. Bakugou brought a movie called 'Hereditary'. He said it was scary!" Iida said with hand gestures accompanying his every word
"Eh, it's not really scary." I said
Bakugou perked up
"You've seen it?"
"Yeah. It's a cool movie. But eh, its not like, jumpscare scary. More of like..disturbing scary."
"Like how disturbing?" Uraka asked with a side eye of suspicion.
"You're gonna watch and see!" I smiled at her.

With Iida and Uraka on the floor with some pillows and blankets, Kirishima in a bean-bag chair, and me and Bakugou sitting up-right in Kirishimas bed, we started the movie. I eventually took off my hoodie as I ended up getting too hot. I got tired as hell halfway through. I've always been an early sleeper. I rolled over on my side and immediately felt Bakugous body on my forhead. I didn't care, I'm tired dude!
He didn't move either. Instead he got a blanket and threw it over me. He then layed down fully too and we were forhead to forhead. I kept my eyes closed. I felt too awkard to move and I didn't want to look at him. He scooted up and put his chin on my head. Before I could eveb question what the fuck he was doing, he put an arm over me. My eyes shot open.
"do I move? Do I push him off?..I fucking love cuddling...hmmm"
I debated. And came to one conclusion; I am a SUCKER for affection.
I put my arm around him too. He exhaled in what I assumed was relief and squeezed me. BRUUUH I LOVE BEING SQUEEZED. I intertwined my legs with his and buried my head in his chest. I forgot that this was even Bakugou. I forgot I was pissed. I forgot I was upset. I forgot I want to kick his ass. I forgot about today. I forgot about everything. I know i'll remember all those feelings though in the morning. But for now, I don't.
Before I doze off officially, I hear;
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.."

It all faded out.