"Can This Be Over?" (Angst Deku x Bakugou)

Chapter 4: Asshole!

(In Bakugous Room)

I kicked my bag.
"He's wrong."
I kicked my chair.
"Wrong."
I elbowed my wall.
"You're fucking wrong."
I remained like that. Hitting anything I could. Knowing he was wrong. Or at-least TELLING myself he was wrong. Then I just, stopped. I sat on the ground. Then I rolled on the floor, now as if I was begging. I didn't say anything. I couldn't think of anything. But I sat there. As if there was someone in-front me that I desperately needed forgiveness from. Then I screamed. I screamed until cried. I screamed and cried until I start banging my hands on the floor. I grabbed at it, as if it were a sheet of cloth. I wanted ti grab something. So I grabbed my shirt. I clutched my chest. I screamed. I cried.
I was a fucking mess.

"YOURE WRONG. I SWEAR YOURE WRONG. THATS NOT WHO I AM. YOU LIE, Y-YOU.. FUCKING.. LIAR, YOURE WRONG."
It hurt to talk. Especially when it was hard to breathe.
"I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU."

I don't know how long I cried. Eventually I got tired and just laid on my side. I let it all out, there was nothing left. I just laid there.

(In Deku's room.)

We were all in bed, holding one another. It wasn't anything necessarily romantic. We were all hurt. I was hurt from how scared they were for me, and they were hurt from how scared they were.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"We know" Said Iida.
"We know." Said Uraka.
They knew. Yet I felt I hadn't gotten it across more.
"Are you , are you scared of me?"
"Never." Said Iida.
"Couldn't be." Said Uraka.
"Even after that?"
"No." Said Uraka.
"We never even thought of it." Said Iida.
I bit my lip, trying not to cry more.
"Thank you."
"Thank you for letting us." Said Iida.
"Thank you for wanting us." Said Uraka.
I cried. Not heavily, but enough to have my throat hurt.
I love my friends. I love them for being there for me. I love them for being here. I love them for sticking with them. I love them for being in my life. I love them.
"I love you guys."
"We love you too." Said Iida.
"For shawty bae." Said Uraka.
"Pfff, shut the fuck up."
"Why shawty bae?" Added Iida.
"NAAH STOP", I was giggling now
"Don't even worry baby gworl." Uraka smacked my forehead.
"YOU SOUND LIKE THAT MINION GUY, LMAO"
"So does your mother!" Said Iida.
We all burst out laughing.
"Do you guys want to go do anything?"
"I could eat." Uraka perked up.
"I say let's do it!" Iida was now also up.
"How aboooouuut we go tooooo, ptttthhh."
"Fast food?" Asked Uraka.
"McDonald's?" Asked Iida.
"LETS DO IT!! I say we low key get dressed and meet up front in '10."
"I'll see you then skanks!" Uraka hopped off the bed, but not before giving me a hug and going to her dorm.
"I'll be back also shawty."
"Pfff, is that your new word?"
"Mm its grown on me!" Iida hugged me as-well and went to his dorm.
When they both left, I slumped back. If we don't all remain friends when we graduate, i'm gonna explode or something! I hopped off and stretched.
I went to my closet and sought out what to wear. I just laid in a t-shirt and sweatpants crying fir like an hour, i'm not wearing that out!! I changed into a yellow and red sweater and these jorts that had "JEAN SHORT" printed on the side in Japanese. I went to the bathroom and freshened up. A little moisturizer and cologne never hurt anybody! Unless you like, put it in their eyes I guess.
"Yo mama!" I said to myself in the mirror, I don't know why.
I grabbed my "after school" bag, which literally just has my wallet, a couple coins, a spare phone charger, and a polaroid picture of my mom.
"I do have a cool mama."
I headed out , to see Iida and Uraka had also just left their rooms!"
We all died laughing, trying not to be too loud.
We went down stairs and signed a log out sheet, now heading to-
"MICKEY D'S BABY!!" Uraka exclaimed, pumping her fist.
"Uh were going to McDonalds?" Iida did an M gesture with his fingers.
"It's just a nickname , girly pop." I told him.
"Shawty bae? Baby girl? Girly pop? UGH! I was born in the wrong generation!!" Iida dramatized.
"My brother in christ, what other generation could you even be in?"
"Uuuh one where this lingo wasn't around." He made a circle with his hips on "lingo."
Me and Uraka laughed.

I faces ahead, noticing the surroundings. Then I noticed some red head. It was Kirishima! I was about to point him out to the other two, but then I saw him. My stomach dropped. I didn't say anything. We were at a good distance, and I wasn't going to let him make me not want to go to McDonalds. I'm after that Quarter Pounder!

We kept walking, and they kept walking. Always in-front. I started getting worried they were going to McDonald's as well. GroooOOOOSSZZ!!!

And 5 minutes later I found, they were! Wow! How exciting!