never , kokonoi h

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warnings ~
(timeskip koko)
minor character death
spoilers from tokrev manga
fem reader
details about death
mentions of arson?
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"hey hajime can i have some cash?"

"sure princess, for what though?"

"nothing in particular, who knows?"

kokonoi reaches for his wallet,

"well you know i always have cash on me, where's your card?"

you shrug,

"i'm not really sure."

he pinched his nose bridge,

"honestly [name], you can't even keep an eye on a card i gave you? do you not have any regards for my feelings or what?"

"i'm sorry hajime, let me call the bank and tell them to withdrawal the money from the card, okay?"

hajime wanted to appreciate the gesture, but he just couldn't. you screwed up everything, you worked at a clothing store barely making enough to pay bills, of course you didn't have to worry about that, because kokonoi paid for everything. you were reliant on him, you didn't want to be, it wasn't always like this. you two met a while ago and he seemed both financially and mentally stable, but the more you two dive into this relationship, the more you learn. you learned about his past, everything that happened with his first love and his best friend.

if kokonoi was honest, he was tired. your complaints and needs and constant whining was grueling for him. why did he put up with you for so long? nothing and no one could replace akane.

kokonoi always knew that, but never accepted it.

money, murdering people, sex, alcohol, drugs, his colleagues, his girlfriend, his best friend, none of that could replace his first love.

why could no one replace that hole in him? nothing could plug it, or fill it. any girl he had any interest in, he desperately tried to shape them into akane, suggesting to them that they change the way they look or behave. of course said girls would listen to him, he had complete control of them.

kokonoi had control over anything he wanted, except for brining back akane.

then again all those girls he shaped and chiseled, putting so much money and effort into, all ended up dead.

he wonders why.

then again he didn't really care.

"[name] you're so incompetent. i barely ask for anything from you and you practically leech off me. hell, you may as well take akane's place at this point.

"akane this, akane that. why don't you drop it and accept she's dead kokonoi."

that really made koko's blood boil.

his girlfriend dare tell him to get over his first and only love? what a bitch. who did she think she was? messing with someone who helps run the underground world of japan. what a fucking idiot.

and that's when kokonoi, who rarely ever loses his composure, snapped.

his hands reached for the girl's neck.

"you know, you brought nothing good to me. you were disobedient to me, always using me, never truly showed me love. oh [name], [name], [name], [name], what am i going to do with this attitude of yours?"

his grip strengthened, you slapping at his arms, desperate to catch some breaths.

suddenly, he dropped you to the ground.

you caressed your throat, wheezing as you attempted to breathe.

"i'll make you feel what she felt.."

he walked towards the fire place, pulling out his lighter and flask.

"oh akane, i can't wait for you to meet this one." he practically whispered.

bending down to light his luxurious carpet on fire, he poured the alcohol out of his flask near the fireplace, dropping another match on the streaks of alcohol.

he started to head towards the door, you didn't dare to move, trying to still catch your breath.

on his way out, kokonoi kicked you down to the floor.

"mm, if only you were her."

and with that he walked out, locking the door. your shock causing you to just sit there as the flames engulfed you.

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