"Feyre I think we should tell everyone about our wedding " I said rubbing her hair softly."No, we can't do that" She replied whispering but i could sense the fear in her voice.
"Why Feyre we like each other, stay with each other, our feelings are mutual then why not? " I asked her.
I was sure of it. She was what I needed.
It's been fifteen minutes and still we are debating on this topic. She doesn't want me to announce this news that we both are married. I don't know why but I want to tell everyone that we are married but she keeps denying.
"It's not that easy. For once if I agreed with you and we both announced our marriage, what will we both tell everyone? That we both fell in love with each other in one month"
"What's wrong with that? "
I really can't understand why she's denying. We both like each other, we are both happy with each other then what's the reason to decline this truth that we both are happily married.
If she wants we can just make a fake story. I'm pleased to do as she says as long as she's the one I'm with.
"It's not just about telling someone, we both aren't even sure about our feelings. We both do like each other but we don't know anything about each other. Knowing what your favorite color or food doesn't mean you love someone or you know everything about them" She said looking into my eyes.
Her face reflected the worry and the negative thoughts going in her mind. I somewhat knew she was insecure but it was first time she had showed it.
"Thousands of people out there are heartbroken even after four or five years of relationship. A relationship whether as lovers or any other relation, the base is always trust"
"I don't even know what you want, what you are like, what you think of, when you want to me to stay with you, what are your feelings and neither do you know anything about me " She ended with a sigh.
I knew she was right but trusting each other is a process we both will have to go through. Our past whether golden or dark was meant not to affect our future.
"Don't you like me? " I asked her.
I knew she did. It was my mind that was not ready to believe.
"I like you and if according to my heart I love you but people change with time. I accepted you and you did the same but it's really hard for me trust someone"
"What do you think about me? Don't you trust me enough to spend your life with me. We both will try and maybe we eventually fall in love" I asked her impatiently.
She wasn't actually saying anything before I told her about announcing our marriage but now I was surprised by her outburst.
"Trust me when that maybe changes with time our words will change into regret"
"We can learn to trust each other with time"
"But it's earned "
We both didn't talk after that but neither were we upset with each other. I think she was right, only if we knew each other better we wouldn't have been questioning our feelings.
I was laying on my bed and Feyre was laying beside me, before sleeping I asked her.
"What do you think you like me or love me? " I asked
"The day you start using us instead of you and me, you'll get your answer " She replied
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RomancePreviously known as - Us Feyre - A silent and calm girl living alone in a small apartment. As an orphan she faced many difficulties and wasn't blessed with a normal life. Now at the age of 23 she's working at one of the biggest companies of New York...