Serendipity

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We are currently on our way to meet Mr. and Mrs. Knight. They both invited us to stay with them for sometime. Asher isn't talking to me but I'll make sure till the end of the day he will.

We reached their mansion as Asher parked his car. I grabbed my bag and started walking towards the door when he snatched the bag out of my hand and started walking beside me.

A smile made it's way as I pecked his cheek circling my hand around his arm. He just narrowed his eyes at me declaring he's still mad and a peck won't change it.

The door opened as a very excited Mrs. Knight walked towards us jumped out of her husband's arms to hug us. She hugged me tightly and pulled away with a smiling face.

"Let her breathe love" Mr. Knight said as Asher hugged them.

Suddenly Luke wiggling his tail ran towards Mr. Knight and he bent to pet him.

"I missed you both so much" Mrs Knight exclaimed.

"That sentence is just for Fey whom you call twice a day" Asher said and scowled playfully.

"Hush" "No need to expose me" She added.

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After having dinner we made our way to our own respected rooms.

"Asher"

"Hmm"

"Are you still mad? " I said giving him my best puppy eyes. They will work, I know. I've used these eyes many time on Flynn whenever I lost a game and I wanted to start it again.

"No"

My jaw dropped as I looked at him. He was trying to cover his smirk but his expressions betrayed him.

"I will if you try to express your feelings" He said seriously.

"But I don't want it to be forced tell me everything you think you should tell me"
He added.

"You know Asher I was always a person who never talked about feelings to someone. Whatever I say is just useless. Being a person who could talk his mind out but suddenly falls quiet when it comes to feelings. My communicating skills were useless"

"Whenever someone came to my life I gave them importance, gave them time but never made them a part of my life"

"My mentality changed about everything. Whoever wanted to leave me or was upset for me, I let them leave thinking one day everyone will leave maybe it was this time"

"But then you came"

"You were also nothing to me but it changed. My biggest fear came true. For the first time in my life I was afraid, afraid of losing you"

"Every time I wanted to confess something I didn't because the way you made me happy, I thought when you'll leave me and I'll be broken"

"Days went by I started confessing my feelings but whenever I wanted to say your name I said Luke"

"One day I had enough and I finally confessed but my mindset from the very start was that I am incapable of love and you'll leave me the day you realise I'm worthless "

"You remember the day you asked me to let you tell the whole world about our relationship. I wasn't afraid that you'll leave because of the way you always treated me, I was afraid if I could ever be able to meet your standards"

"You remember when your ex girlfriend came to meet you. My anxiety and trust issues were on peak. When I thought you were kissing her I believed that you realised I'm useless "

"Society killed my self confidence"

"I don't know how but slowly it felt like you're the only one I trust. When you said you were going to the party, fear of you being with a girl was last thing that came to my mind. You became the one the only one I wanted" I sadly smiled and a tear glistened in my eyes as I ended.

"You were never worthless or incapable of love. These words shouldn't even exsist. It's okay if to share you're feelings. We just have to find the one for us" He said smiling trying to boost up my mood.

"Now come on wipe that sad look off your face" Wiping my tears he said.

"Don't bite your lips" He said rubbing his thumb on my lips and kissing them.

"Now let me enjoy"

I looked at him confusingly as he pushed me on the bed hovering me and removing his shirt and mine too.

He smirked pinning my hands above my head.

"Woah"