Tw eating problems and mention of self harm
Chris POV
5 days later it was time for Ally to leave the hospital and to say she was okay is an overstatement she is not okay not only is she in pain from the beat but she's in pain from all the emotional abuse they have given her it was so obvious because she had stopped eating and if she does eat it is so little I think this is from when those girls called her fat and that it's getting to her making her not want to eat but let's hope that getting her home should do the trick in getting her normal self backAlly's POV
It's been five days since the incident I have barely spoken to dad or seb as I couldn't I had no clue what to say and I just can't eat without feeling disgusted by myself and when I do eat I end up throwing it all up quietly in the hospital bathrooms. Today we were going home and to be honest I can't wait I just want to curl up in my bed and cry I couldn't do that at the hospital because I always had someone around so I couldn't just let it all out.It was a quiet car ride and quite awkward seb was gonna stay with us for a few more days I think he's worried about me but he tried making conversation in the car but dad was the only one who replied I just stayed quiet as soon as we got home I ran upstairs to my room and led down on my bed and just scrolled through my phone. Knock knock "hey" I heard dad say knocking at my door making me look up from my phone "hi" I said quietly "want some food?" He asked "no thanks not hungry kinda just want to sleep on a proper bed" I said with a small laugh trying to make it convincing "okay" dad said walking towards me "what you doing?" I asked when dad led down on the other side of the bed "I'm gonna stay here till you fall asleep" dad said grabbing me and pulling me towards him for a hug "okay" I said shit that's my plan to cry out the window I can hold it in I hope "what you thinking about?" Dad asked "just how much I want to sleep" I said snuggling into dad side and too then see darkness.
Chris POV
As Ally slept next to me I could tell something was wrong but she wasn't telling me ally slept with her arms wrapped round her legs to which are tucked up to her chest now that's unlike Ally normally she'll hug me or a pillow to sleep this isn't right she looks vulnerable and scared it's like she doesn't want to be touched something was definitely wrong with her.Ten mins later seb popped in "I guess she doesn't want food then?" He asked "nope something is definitely wrong" I whispered "I think them girls got to her" seb said sitting down on the other side of Ally "yeah definitely" I nodded.
Two hours later*
Ally's POV
I woke up sandwiched in between seb and dad they were both awake so when I woke up they immediately started talking to me to which took me a while to take in as I was half asleep still "hey Ally you hungry?" Seb asked yes I am but I don't want to eat I can't eat "I just woke up give me time properly wake first" I said trying to avoid food "come on let's go downstairs" dad said picking me up out of bed and took me down stairs "let's watch a movie" seb said "I'll make popcorn" dad said quickly moving to the kitchen why does this all feel set up I can't eat the popcorn but I'm hungry... I got up went to the kitchen opened the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle of water this should help with the hunger I thought. "You okay?" Dad asked coming up behind me in the kitchen "yeah just thirsty" I said walking back into the front room "I picked tangled" seb said and sat next to me and dad came in with popcorn and sat on the other side of me with the popcorn god it smells good.Half way through the movie I did good with not eating the popcorn "popcorn?" Seb asked handing me the bucket to which I grabbed and past it to dad as I didn't want any "okay then" dad said eating the popcorn.
Couple hours later the movie was over and it was 10 pm and dad and seb were getting a bit angry with me not eating to the point where I locked myself in my room and finally got to have time to myself and cry.
I've been crying for a good hour about everything that's happened as it finally hit me the girls the comments even social media it's all finally hit me and it's because I'm alone no distractions.
Knock knock "ally you okay in there" I heard seb say I didn't respond instead just put a pillow on my head "als" seb said again and then I heard footprints walk away.
Sebs POV
Ally wouldn't answer the door so obviously something was wrong I was at the door for a while before I knocked I heard sniffing from the other side of the door I think ally was crying. I walked downstairs to talk to Chris as soon as I got downstairs Chris turned around "how is she?" He asked "no response and her door is locked" I said looking down "okay maybe she's sleeping" Chris said "umm Chris I think she's crying I heard sniffing" I said looking down Chris didn't respond he went upstairs to which I followed I saw him enter his room and then exit with a key to which I presume is a spare to ally's room.Chris POV
As soon as seb said Ally is crying I ran to help her something could happen she could be self harming for all I know. As soon as I unlocked ally's door and entered I almost broke down by the sight Ally was curled up in a ball crying she looked as if she's about to hyperventilate. "Hey als..." I said walking in and sitting on her bed "you okay?" I asked "no... it's all in my head and I can't stop thinking about what them girls said it hurts..... it hurts so bad dad" Ally broke down I moved to hug her to which she accepted I looked up to see seb in the door way with tears in his eyes I had to stop mine seb caught my eye while I mouthed food to him so he can go get some for Ally to eat seb nodded and left "hey als can I tell you something" I whispered she looked up at me and nodded "your beautiful you might think I'm saying that because I have to but actually I don't have to I didn't have to adopt you I didn't have to love you but I do because of who you are you are a beautiful strong kind and loved filled girl it's your love and kindness that attracts people not looks it's what's on the inside" I said making Ally break down again "I love you" she said quietly couple minutes later seb came in with Mac and cheese "who wants food?" He asked ally looked like she was arguing with herself "come on Als it's good to eat" I said and she nodded.
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