"Mom , dad" I look at them in front of my door "may we come in" my mother ask "yeah of course" I step aside allowing them to walk in. "Better not have much to pack" my dad says and I sigh. "Your brother talked to us earlier" they turn around and say "I hope you know how disappointed we are"
One of my worst fears. "I'm sorry" I apologize "am only fans Leilani" my mother questions "you come to college and start acting reckless" she adds "meaning we have to take you out" my dad chimes in "please don't do that" I beg "you can't change our mind , obviously you aren't ready to be out in the world . Instead you decide to show your body to the world" my dad shakes his head
"I couldn't believe it when your brother told us" my mom says "I didn't want to believe our precious daughter was showing her body on the internet" she looks me up and down "I can't believe you would do that Leilani" She crosses her arms "it was just for the money" I tell then "there are other ways to get money and you know that" My dad says
"But an onlyfans is what you chose to do" my mom says a little loud "you are leaving tomorrow" she says "we will talk to the school tomorrow and you will come home with us" they tell me "please let me stay , one more chance" I ask "Leilani our decision is final" my dad shouts "not only did you decide to start an onlyfans, you decided to go and sleep with the boy Nick" My mom says
"knowing damn well he broke him and your brothers friendship" she says "he betrayed your brother" my dad says "you betrayed your own brother" They are angry. "I suggest you start packing tonight , we'll be back tomorrow at 2" they walk to the door "so disappointed in you Leilani"
2 hours later)
"I have to leave" I complain to Ella "this sucks" I sit on her bed "at least you're only a hour away" she says "but I'm not here , where I wanna be" I tell her "I get that but it's gonna be fine and it will work out I promise" she says "I hope so"
(11:30 pm)
I put my last couple things in the box . I sit on my bed tired from packing. I really have to leave tomorrow. That's it. I had 2 months left and I was leaving this place and going to LA. Now I have no idea what's next after I go back home. My eyes widened as I remember I have my safe still.
I go under my bed and grab it out before unlocking it. Can't remember how much is exactly In here but definitely a couple thousands. Not enough to keep me here for another 2 months. Definitely not enough for my own place either. It's my last night in my little cute apartment. I have to Ella.
I'm only 1 hour away but still. Still hard.
I wake up the next morning already sad. I can't even process what has happened since yesterday. I lost my brother , Nick and now I'm losing my education. I guess I'm even losing them other 4 boys , they my friends or whatever. I should go say goodbye before I go. I just don't wanna see Nick.
But I always feel that if I don't say bye I'll regret it. But he's the one who told my brother. If only I got to Nick a bit sooner. Literally he told my brother minutes before I told Nick I liked him back. Minutes! If that honestly. Nick got so angry that I told him I didn't like him. So angry to where he told my brother everything. Not just the only fans but that him and I have had sex before.
I really wish I could go back in time . Change stuff around a bit. Like tell Nick the truth or get to him before he got to my brother.
Ella helps me carry the rest of my things downstairs "ugh This is the worst" I walk up to her "I know" she gives me a half smile "we can talk everyday and I'll visit on the weekends" she hugs me "do you think I should go say bye" I ask "if you don't you'll regret it" she breaks apart and says
"so yes I should?" I ask and she nods "even though he did tell your brother , you know you wanna see him one more time" she says "you'll only be a hour away but still" she adds and I sigh "my parents should be here in a hour" I check my phone
"wanna drive me over"
She parks in front of the boys house "I'll Be out here" she tells me and I get out before knocking on their door. It swings open and Edwin appears "Leilani hey" he says "hi" I say "everything okay" he ask "can I come in" I ask and he steps aside. I walk in to see the boys except Nick In the living "hey boys" I wave "wassup Leilani" Zion says
"What you doing here" Brandon says "came to say goodbye" I tell them "Nick really told Trent?" Austin ask "and Trent told my parents and I have to leave" I nod "we're sorry , we tried to stop him" Edwin says "it's okay , I know how he is" I shrug "kinda gonna miss you guys" I giggle "you aren't that far you can come over" Brandon says "ain't no way my parents will allow that"
They all stand up and walk to me "you are 18" Zion says "but I live with them , I can't afford to get kicked out , I don't have that type of money" I explain "aww damn" Edwin says "we'll keep in contact" Brandon says and I hug the each other them "is he here" I ask "his room"
I nod before slowly walking upstairs to his closed door. I take a couple deep breaths before knocking.
The door opens and his eyes widened "Leilani" he says "umm you wanna come in?" He ask and move to the side and I do walk in making him close the door. I turn around to face him "I just came to say bye" I say "they're making you leave?" He ask and I nod "thanks Nick" I say sarcastically "I'm sorry Leilani" he apologizes "to late"
He sighs "I didn't know you were gonna tell me you felt the same way" he says "you didn't try to talk to me at all , you just got mad and reacted right away" I tell him "I didn't tell you I liked you cause I was worried about my brother finding out" I start "but then I realized I can't hide my feelings so I wanted to tell you and I was willing to risk a lot"
I shake my head "but it didn't matter cause not only did you tell him about the onlyfans but about us having sex" I add "Leilani you don't know how sorry I am" he tilts his head "I wasted a month and half on you Nick" I say "you said if I do whatever you say you wouldn't tell him , but you just ended up telling him at the end" I say "what was the point" I ask him
"I wasn't supposed to catch feelings for you" he says "but you did and then I make up mad and you just go all in with telling Trenton" I say "now I leave" I add "there's nothing anyone can do about it" I tell him before my phone dings and it's a text from my mom.
Mom❤️
"We will be there in 30 minutes"
I almost wanna cry at the text message "Nick I have to get going" I say and he looks down but then back up. It's silent for a minute "besides all of this Nick" I hesitate to say "I do still love you" I whisper and he looks up at me "Leilani I love you too" he says. I walk closer to him. I plant one slow kiss on his lips causing him to kiss back before breaking apart
"Bye now"
