Pregnant and Lost

Lost

   The council sessions were coming upto the second month and Tasha still felt lost. Her mom tried consoling her ,wherein she would allow  her to cry and smash the things around and would let her  know that's it's going to take time to heal. One day Tasha was sitting at the dinning table consuming a family dinner, when the teen surprisingly threw up and fainted. Mr and Mrs Myrtle rushed their only child to the hospital where she was admitted and few evaluations were done. The family sat in dismay as they watched and waited for the test results. An hour had past and they hadn't slept nor ate, Mrs Myrtle had a slight idea that her daughter was pregnant but she dare not try  to notify her enraged husband, who kept blaming himself that Tasha got raped because he was out on the streets protecting other families when he couldn't protect his own. Mrs Myrtle saw that she was loosing her husband and daughter and knew she had to take serious actions to save them. Finally the lab results had arrived , and the news was shocking to both parents but not so intense for Mrs Myrtle,indeed Tasha was pregnant. She was almost three months pregnant , the doctors gave her two slips one to keep the child and another for the process of abortion. She knew that she couldn't abort her child but she began to worry alot.
    The young teenager who is now a few months pregnant,is lost , suffering, depressed and weak on how she's going to overcome the situation. She knew her child would be growing up without a father ,but she knew she was going to be the best mother for her child. She had to go to the pregnancy center for months, and even though she was pregnant the young teenager prove that she will become the greatest teenage mom. The pregnancy cramps had become so exhausted, that she was always feeling nauseous and soar and she couldn't eat . It cost her so much , that she started looking down on herself , as she started to close down the windows of giving birth. Tasha constantly had second thoughts on  how she would endure, if she had done  an abortion . The teen lost her focus, depression started to overcome her, she started having nightmares that she was being raped and , on how she got raped, she started imagining things and she had her parents extremely worried.
   Her PTSD's ripped her severely on the inside,her wounds were so deep and her scars painted her emotionally and mentally, that  she had to stop visiting the center. One day a friend came by to visit her and saw the conditions she was in , and refered her to Mrs Bradford,  she was young ,and was the best psychiatrist, however, she was north of Bronks , but luckily she had just opened  a small office downtown and there Tasha became her first client . On her first visit the woman shook her head as she saw the confused and lost teen approaching, with her family. She sat down and watched as she shivered and cried repeatedly, her scars painted a different picture, she was beyond lost from all the rest, the woman had ever seen ,but she knew she wont allow her to be the same forever as she is today.
  Things took a turn and the teen was halfway on overcoming her barriers. She was now seven months pregnant and the situations were about 80% better than the state she was , during her earliest stages of pregnancy , when she had just walked into Mrs Bradford's office.  The evaluations were completely helping her, the girl became brand new. Her parents were also her biggest supporters, they brought her baby items , she did an ultrasound a month ago which showed a female fetus, slightly curled inside her tummy.  Her family was so elated , they were finally getting the chance to be grandparents, even though the situation was very unplanned.
     The cycle had also changed a couple months ago once more for Tasha, she  began attending the Pregnancy Centre For Soon to be Mom's again, where she did great and during her time at the center, her wait was finally over ,the due date finally arrived,it was a Tuesday morning , and the teen had being in labour since the passed weeks, it was time for her to bring forth the fruit of her womb into this beautiful but painful world, she was ready to give birth . The screams emerged as she pushed and pushed and then came the little head of beautiful princess , who she named Promise Azaylia Myrtle. The little girl was so sweet and small , she weighed 3.5lbs and her average length was 25 centimeters. She chuckled as the young mother hugged her so warmed and gentle in her arms . Months had passed and baby Azaylia had became mommy's favorite person, she had a long length of hair ,brown eyes and her smile was as bright as the sun . She helped her mother to received her degrees and Masters, and she watched her beautiful angel grew  into a sweet toddler as she completed her final term at the Recruit Training Depot in San Diego for Marines , she had just moved to San Diego a year ago with her family , so that she could pursue her dreams which was in the process, she had only one more examination to complete and she would now become a full time serving marine.Her husband was also very supportive and loving towards her family . He was the Captain for the station 23 Fire Department . The Marine had just paved the waves for her first tour in Afghanistan she did extremely well and upon her arrival in San Diego after the team had completed the first tour as a Sergeant , she applied for the post for Major General which was well approved . She was on her second tour now , and also on a rise  to becoming the best marine.