the rest of your life

Part 3

you wake up the next day and get ready for work. you have been avoiding everyone at the station and all hospital people. the only person from the station you have talked to is carmen.
you get dressed and head to work. they are still saying things but you are so emotionally drained you can't even bother to listen.
Carmen: hey, hakfuehdidn
YN: hi
you couldn't even process what she was saying. and just kept on walking. you got into the locker room and put on your station gear.

you were sitting in the living room waiting for the end of your shift and right before the klaxon went off. " Aid car and ladder 19 needed at 2250 oceanside drive, house fire and pedestrians injured". you get up quickly and rush to the aid car. only when you jump in you are stuck with daniel. you have been avoiding him as much as you could just like everyone else.

Daniel: ugh, I'm stuck in here with you, your so broken and damaged why can't they be nice to me and let Kevin be in here?

Yn; Whatever

Daniel: you make this so easy, it's not even that fun anymore. you just sit there. I guess your mother did the same with her crazy brother. she waited till it was too late

that one hit hard.

Yn: Non puoi parlare così della mia famiglia[You don't get to talk about my family like that]

Daniel: can't even say it in English, you know we are in America so maybe speak the language or leave.

Yn: stronzo[a-hole]

Daniel: still not in English go back to where you came from.

Yn: it must suck for you seeing as my mothers are both citizens. the only part of my life I didn't live here was in my first 9 months of life. you may be a racist who thinks anyone who speaks a different language is an immigrant and doesn't belong in this country. and you have no right to talk about Andrew, he is a better person than you and so many others. so such up you egotistical narcissists. I don't want to be stuck with you more than anything, but I am here to do a job so leave me alone

Daniel: you don't have to be so harsh it was a joke

Yn: everything is a joke to you, I bet you are the kind of person to defend a guy after he raped a girl.

Daniel: if he did it then she was asking for it

Yn: I thought we were the new generation, I thought we were going to change the world but with people like you it will never change. I will always have to fear people thinking I don't belong in my own home because of people like you.

Daniel: oh, so I am the bad guy now

Yn: yes, you are and you always will be. people like you shouldn't first responders, they are supposed to help but you make things worse and hurt people.

you finally arrive on scene after what feels like an eternity of a ride. you get out and assess people's injuries. you walked over to the people. some looked to be burned but most seemed just fine.

you finish up the incident, you head back to the station and go to the locker room, and get changed and ready to head home. you don't bother seeing anyone and just head home. Carmen was coming over and she texted earlier saying she was coming over. you left the door unlocked and heads over and falls asleep on the couch.

Carmen: hey, let's go to bed, and talk a bit

Yn: no talking

Carmen: you need to talk

Yn: no I don't talk

Carmen: I will give you some space but you do need to cuddle with me for that to happen

Yn: deal

you give her a kiss and both head into your room and get ready for bed. you lay down and wait for her, when she gets in you put your head on her chest and just breathe in her refreshing scent calming you down. you hold onto her tighter and slowly fall asleep being glad to finally feel calm.

~sorry for this taking so long. I have had field and ice hockey and all honors and AP classes so I have had no time. but I really needed an escape from everything going on at my high school. we have had people bring guns, fights, metal detectors, everything bad has probably happened at my school. I hope you enjoy and I hope to be updating more.~