Unakulle En Thedal - Heaven Sent 💫

Part 50 - FINALE

Ashwin understood Aneesha's disappointment, that she wasn't expecting this reply from him. He had no choice either, he had to either let it out to her or live with just his dreams. And he chose to take a chance, bravely and see what would happen.

Ashwin: I can understand..

Aneesha: ellam therinjuma nee ipdilam pesura?

Ashwin: yes, I may not have told or showed you about my feelings, but this is what it is. I know you knew this well too, neeyum therinjum theriyadha mari dhan iruka, adhuvum enakum theriyum..

Aneesha: but why? why me? why would you want to spend your life with a person like me? Un vazhkai nalla dhana poitu iruku, nalla irukura vazhkai'a edhuku neeya kedukanum? Feelings can go haywire at times, you better get rid of these thoughts and start thinking of a better future for you, adhudhan unaku nalladhu

Ashwin: idhu ellame unnoda karpanai, nee nenaikura mari edhuvume illa, un kooda irundhadhan na happy'a iruken, ipdilam pesadha please, idhelam oru reason'a solladha please

Aneesha: Ashwin, listen. This is the truth and fact. You will have to come in terms with that. You can't be fooling yourself by coming up with own imaginations and think all that has happened are nothing. You know it all, and you've seen some of it too, yet you're thinking your life would go well?

Ashwin couldn't handle all that Aneesha was saying, he tried his best to remain calm and make her understand, nothing helped. Without getting any control of himself, he bursted out to her.

Ashwin: Aneesha, stop it, please stop it for God's sake! Enough is enough. I am not going to listen to this same theory again and again, I am tired of it

Aneesha: well, this is the truth

Ashwin: Podhum di, unaku enna pudikilana sollidu adha vitutu ipdilam pesi enna hurt panadha, yaar venumnalum nambalam un theory'a, na namba maaten, nambave maaten

Aneesha: nee yen purinjika maatra?

Ashwin: yaar naana? Who gave you the rights to think you're of a bad luck and a person with a sin? WHO? No one right? You came up with this thought, just after one incident. And kept connecting yourself with it again and again, whatever bad happens, you blame it on you. Who told you that? Who made you to believe that you're of a bad luck? Why do you do this to yourself? Do you know how many of our lives turned beautiful by you? Has anyone said that to you? Have you given the space for anyone to talk about it? Why do you run away from it? Why run away from the truth? Why can't you accept what we are saying and understand that instead? Why are you spoiling yourself, your life and everyone around you with these negative thoughts of yous? Past is past, Aneesha. No one knows how that happened, it was over by then between you two, yet you choose to put the blame on you. Do you know how hurtful it is for all of us to see you like this!? You're killing us

And right after saying that to Aneesha, Ashwin got out of the car, closing his car door louder than usual. All the anger which has piled up on him was out, finally. All the frustrations, emotions were out. He didn't want this to happen, he prayed every day for this, hurting her was not in his intentions. But Aneesha was going off the limits, he couldn't accept her talks and theories saying she's of bad luck.

Aneesha saw Ashwin being frustrated for the first time, he has never shown this of his to her. She felt attacked, like he spitted out the truths, right on her face. She hated how accurately he told them all, she hated him for saying it. She was never ready to face the truth. She began to think of herself, her past and all that which has happened till date.

Long back, during her college days, she fell head over heels for Rakesh. He was her classmate, they took same courses, and they fell in love. Despite all the advice from her friends, she fell for him, for his sweetness, for his gestures, for his love, for his care. He was the sweetest person, from her point of view. But it only lasted a while after the got into a relationship. Slowly, his true colours came out. As soon as he knew she was in love with him and agreed for a commitment, he started avoiding her. Kept giving her excuses like he's busy with work, won't have time to spend with her, he's working hard for their future, there's no time for love and so on. Lots of excuses which made Aneesha feel is she really in a relationship? But she never gave up, she kept going on, thinking he's doing this for them both, she shouldn't think bad of him. Each time they had an argument, he never bothered to talk about it, he would move on to the next day, like nothing ever happened and Aneesha started disliking it. More fights came between them, and whenever she calls him to talk about it, he came up with excuses and once, he told her off saying "Why do you always seek for my attention? Can't you understand I'm busy? We are not in our teens to sit and love day and night, I need money, that's what matters right now, without that nothing will happen. One day, when I don't have money, you will leave too. I don't have time for you, but I want to get married to you, in few years' time, we will, now let's just focus on ourselves instead of this relationship". Those words that Rakesh told Aneesha, that's the moment she decided this relationship will never work, she understood he's after money, which is good for future but what is he going to do with it in future when all his loved ones leave him and go? All he does right now is go after money and party with his friends. He has time for friends but not her.