Its awkward ok!

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Zellone has just started explaining himself now that Bailey has finally given in to talking about the past.
(Continued..)

"I thought that maybe if just.. if ..huhhh forget it!"

I don't even know what I'm saying right now theres so much going on in my head right now that I can't even form a complete sentence. I feel like I'm gonna throw up pass out and suffocate all at the same time. I don't even think I can handle this right now.

"Zellone breathe okay...
Just calm down for me, take some deep breath's, close your eyes, it's gonna be okay. I promise."

"I Can't breathe with you standing right over top of me could you look away or something!?"

"But I didn't even do anything I was just trying to help."

The fact that he doesn't even know what he's doing. UGH THE NERVE.

"I just told you all that do you really think your helping!?"

"I just don't know what else to do since you won't let me touch you or you'll freak out should I just not do anything, or leave you alone?"

"NO NOO it's fine your fine it just feels like a fever dream."
He's still as thoughtful and caring as ever I knew that couldn't be how he really felt towards me inside

"I think I'm gonna go lay down and try to wrap my head around all this, I'll see you in a bit."
"Okay see you later"

Wait why am I trusting him on this he gave me absolutely nothing to go off of except to trust him that he will tell me eventually but when does that mean and what could he possibly have to tell me that he can't tell me now? Is it something illegal I really don't understand what's going on here...
I don't get it is he in trouble could he get hurt if he tells someone,
"Ugh my head is pounding I think that really got the better of me..."

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