Her <3.

Her .

She.
Her.
whatever she did i adored it.
doesn't matter if she was venting, making fun of me, calling me a bitch, being loving, etc.

she was all i'd ever wanted.

everyone always told me "don't fall in love at a young age" and i knew i shouldn't. but i did

she is the best thing that could've happened to me, i would never want to lose her. and if i did,

i believe i would never be able to move on. i don't want to lose her.

it's hard to describe the type of relationship i have with her.
but whatever relationship i have with her makes me feel free, makes me forget about all the problems, makes me forget about everything, all i'm focused on is

her.

i would literally do anything for her, she saved me in so many ways..

i was thinking about giving up on the world and ending it all, but then i met her and ever since i have, she's made me think about those thoughts a little less then i use to.

Love doesn't work out so please i do beg do not fall in love at a young age, i wrote this in October and now that i look back on it i'm. hurt so bad, just knowing that i would do anything for this woman makes me sad. And knowing she'll never love me like i do makes it worse. I should've listened to everyone when they said "Don't fall in love at a young age" i really wish i did. It's not even anything i'm worried about it's just her on my mind all day and i can never stop thinking about her, honestly i think about the thoughts of ending it everyday now, you see? do you see what one person can do? one person can change your whole life forever and ever and you'll live with pain until you grow out of it, please do anything you can to not fall in love accept my advice, you don't have to listen but just know, and if she does read this i just want to say im really sorry, even though nothings my fault.
I'm sorry.