A vent book

Alone?

Tigger warning suicide and self harm
I feel so alone it's scary here in a dark mind unable to escape my mind. Dark, loud, demons, screaming... alone. Alone in my mind with the voices that tell me I'm not enough, that tells me to kill myself because no one will care, the voices that tell me to slit/burn/hit/scratch/bite my wrist and thighs and fore arm, that tell me negative stuff. I hate being alone in my room that's dark and messy. Being alone without being happy with pills and ropes and drinks and a away to escape life and die. Alone with my abusers and drinkers. Alone but not being alone.