A vent book

"Friends"

Trigger warning: Suicide, Self harm, sexual abuse,depression
I said I had two friends that I loved but little did anyone know how one r@ped and sexualized me and one told me to kms when I told her I was at my lowest and wanted to die and hurt my self. I called them friends when they told me to kms and body shamed me and I was toxic for telling them no to anything like saying no to sending pics, letting one touch me sexually. I had these other two so called friends who I have no contact or anymore but one who still torments my mind hurt me badly who wanted me to suffer and she knew it, she was a online friend who lived 35 minutes away from me and I met her during quarantine hurt me mentally that leaves physical scars on my body she did so much I don't remember much because it hurts me to much to remember but she hurt me. The other one lets call sky because she needs a fucking name for what she did but she spread rumors about me, told me to kms and ways to do it, hurt me, made me starve myself (everyone I'm talking about did) she played victim, tormented me, nearly killed me she did so much more but that will be a long story. I have this friend rn he hurts me mentally and physically. He put me in the hospital form a eating disorder and he is still making it come back.
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