Our Little Secret

Tape 4

Chapter 4

Ok let's play a little game shall we? Heres the name.... 2 TRUTHS 1 LIE!!!!! I'm going to tell you 2 things that are true about me and 1 thing that is a lie. Everything revolves around the age of 6 for me. Everything will sound unbelievable but with all you already know then it all makes sense and fits into this thing you might be able to call a life. Are you ready???? HERE WE GO!

I only saw my brother around 10 times that year.

My dad mostly just verbally abused me but did physically abuse me when he was h!gh enough.

I ate nothing for 2 weeks besides scraps I was able to find

Now this is the part of the game where you tell me which one is the lie.

Got it?

If you said 1 that I only saw my brother around 10 times that year then you were right! Let me explain. I did see my brother more than 10 times but it was very rare when I saw him and it was never for long periods of time when I did. I'm still not sure what he was doing all that time and I don't really care if I'm honest. Due to all my free time because I have a nonexistent social life I have thought about it. It was probably just some type of drug he created and wasn't illegal yet so he couldn't get thrown in jail if he was caught selling it. It either didn't have that many negative effects on the outside or my brother didn't take it if my guesses were correct and they normally are.

I used to feel bad for him but all I have left for him is disgust. That goes for all people I know really. I mean some people at school actually treated me like a normal human being but they would never actually understand what it's like to be me. It's not like I gave them the chance to even try. No one ever knew what went on in my home then and no one ever will, until now that is.

Now that you got all of that information in your head to think im sure you have questions. What sane human being wouldn't? maybe when people decide that my life is worth reading ill let you ask questions and I'll possibly answer some. Its in the future so I don't know. I dint even know what I'm doing tomorrow.

I have nothing more to say so.... Whatever.

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I know that my chapters are soooo short and I'm sorry. At her age in the story there isnt must to tell until she gets older and can understand more. I promise that they will get longer and they will get better, just give them a chance.