Love equal to pain

nothing is enough

Sidharth ke liye jo kuch bhi kiya or Jo uske liye jiya.. nothing is enough ..
my happy escape , ek bhot hi jyada depressed ladki thi Mai jisko apni life ka kuch thikana pata  nhi tha...then I relied on him ...bb13 became that escape  and I became a happy girl ...but  nothing is enough

Mai hasi jab wo hasa ....Jb Rita maa ka letter padhte huye Sidharth ke akhon mein anshu dekhe the or wo rat Meri haalat thik nahi thi ...nahi so payi thi bechaini ke mare , dil dukhra tha ...

bb14 ka live 24/7 feed ek blessing the... Maine Puri rat usko sote dekha h but wo kabhi gehri neend Mai nahi sote the...
uska rat ko nahana , uske shorts , uski Cetaphil, wo slippers, his home , his car , his walk ,his eyes , his laugh ....him doing his hair every 2 minutes , his foot tapping , his fidgeting fingers ...how can we forget all ...

ye Kya ho gya  ..yakin karna mushkil hai ..hamari jaan jiski hasi itni khubsurat hai wo kese chup ho gya ... jiski aatma itni pak h ...wo kha chla gyaa ...ye yakin ke pare hai ...ye dil tut Chuka hai... wo safed chadar m unko lapet Diye but dil m Aya ki wo wese  comfortable nahi honge.. ...unki jab Chita m agg Dekhi to dil m Aya Meri jaan ko toh Ac m bhi garmi lagti ...or ab iss dil m agg lagi padi h uss dard se..
itna pyaara insan jisne sab kuch Diya h Hume or itna kuch sikha ke achanak se sath chod Gaye ...

Mai ek fan thi, hu or rahungi ...ye Jo ek pure Love h Sidharth ke liye Bina kisi lalach ke wo zinda raehga ...kabhi kuch nahi chahiye tha apse ...sirf pyarrr but ye waada hai ki ye pyarrrr kabhi kam nahi hoga ...

Meri jaan hamesha hasa or Hume kabhi udaas nhi Kiya ...lekin ye kami unki bhott rulayegi ....uski yaadein satayengi bhi ..or uski bachkan harkato pe hasayengi bhi ...Rona to iss pal ki bat h lekin Meri jaan ki yaadein zinda rahengi

hum unko yaad krke royenge bhi or hasenge bhi .
kabhi kabhi udaas bhi hoyenge or kabhi  kabhi khud ko samjhayenge bhi

I am thankful
I am grateful
He must be keep turning back to look at us
he'd be worried about us ...

that's why
the ones left behind should live even harder
we might Cry from time to time
but we should smile a lot and cheer up
that's how
you are obligated to do that in return for the love you received ...

Sidharth , whose every second on this Earth was good
here he rests
Sidharth ,who loved and received love only ...
here he rests ...

in loving memories of Sidharth
Meri jaan
we will miss you

live happily wherever you are ...
we love you ... because nothing is enough that we can do for you ...