Love equal to pain

part - 22

Rupali was struggling hard to convey further, her eyes started hurting to let it remain open and her heart lost the fight against the brain that it almost stopped beating
.She mumbled her last words which were not audible - I love you beta ...... And she died ...

Sidharth was driving back home ( eyes were still moist and miserable in pain with no emotion on his face. The heartache of losing her was very torturous.

His phone started ringing and he stopped at one side of the road ..

Uncle Joseph was calling him ( the one who was providing the job to Sidharth) as he lived in their neighborhood ...he also came to know about the accident soon because of the chaos in their society ... the rush was all over as it was a hit and run case....
Joseph already called one of the cousins ( son of Sidharth masi ) who works under him to inform about the accident of Rupali.....

Rupali was already sent to the hospital in an ambulance as the hospital was just five minutes away .... From there residential sector .. police were Also informed .. she was declared dead in the ambulance after cleaning her wounds they shifted her to the mortuary room and police officers investigated her. They filed the FIR with the conclusion of the hit and run case ...as the doctor already told that she got a severe injury in the brain after a sudden Collison of her head on road with speed ....

He saw the display... it's uncle Joseph ....at first he thought to ignore this call but he remembered he had asked him about the job before .... So he might be calling me to give some update about it - he thinks ....

he picked the call with trembling hands as his body was still not giving him support to act in senses. He said in a cold voice - ... Hello ..( being broken is such an awful situation When you just need silence in darkness...some moments away from this cruel world .. when we are unable to do anything just overthinking and being depressed over the things...not even eating and sleeping properly ... It happens when we all are broken but the condition of Sidharth is gonna hell vulnerable when he has just lost his love but now his mother...)

Joseph (he was emotional too and hesitating to speak as he considered Rupali always like his sister but he controlled himself and said calmly )- Hello .. Kaha ho beta tum ........Wo... Oo..... Jaldi se city hospital aa jaoo.. (he was unable to say further as he already knew that she is dead)

He didn't understand why he is calling him to reach the city hospital quickly and he asked confusingly with heaviness in his voice - but uncle iss waqt ... Kuch .....Kam hai mere se ...

Joseph took a deep breath ( he had to tell him though he itself was in tears and said while quivering - Sidharth ..... Wo ....Rupali ... Rupali ka accident ho gya hai .... (A tear escaped his eyes)

Sidharth shivered all of a sudden...his heart skipped a beat out of fear ..... Mouth opened, he felt someone ripped his all body... after realizing what he just heard. Those words by him were dreadful ... He felt suffocating....this much load of Pain unbearable for him..... He was Already broken Sidharth and again this pain came as a stable on his heart.....he went all numb....
He didn't move for a minute because he was frozen by shock.....
Joseph was continuously trying to get his attention but he was lost and finally, he disconnected ...

Sidharth gained his senses when some drop of rain touched his face .. .....the rain was unpredictable like his life right now .. and started raining heavily ......
He looked at the sky with closed eyes (the phone was still in his ears) ..
Right now all he could see with closed eyes was her mother's face .... while opening the door with a cheerful smile on her face and he is hugging her also receiving taunts for being drenched in rain .... ( He had already got the vibe when he was Leaving for airport .. his heart was thumping loudly and legs were trembling to move outside leaving her alone at home at that time...he was turning again and again for her last glance. He felt Already that something is going to left behind ... And that vibe was familiar to him like the day his father died, he was leaving for school but wishing not to leave and to spend some more time with his father. today he felt the same vibe When leaving the home, that scaring and hesitating situation ...he had felt this feeling before...
.. His eyes were closed, he was wishing her to be at home .. (it was like giving an assurance to himself that nothing has happened. ... He was trying hard to deny the reality of that vibe he felt and he imagined that she is at home and accepted this belief for his peace .. he did...
His viens were pulsating in speed, his brain was consistent about the belief... Because he couldn't even imagine or think that unthinkable ...